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ryla2090
Student
- Feb 22, 2020
- 101
I'm just tired of acting like I'm a normal person that desires to live, and have a future. To be honest, I'm not sure how much longer that I'm going to be able to keep this facade. There's music, cooking, and games, but even they have limits. How are y'all coping with your feelings and hiding them(if you are hiding the intent to CTB)? It's just too hard for me to keep a facade of a "good son" for my parents, a "good brother" for my parents, and a "good contributor/friend" to people around me. I have a feeling that I'll crack soon, and I'm kind of afraid of that happening.
(Planning on CTB in a couple weeks, forgot to mention that.)
(Planning on CTB in a couple weeks, forgot to mention that.)
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