SoulWhisperer
Severe Medical Phobia « MtF »
- Nov 13, 2023
- 501
today i am the reason a student is gonna need repair exam and risk to be held up a year apparently, let me explain
context: period 4, it was me, clown of class (im close with) and his friend fixing his presentation to fix his history grade on last day, no teachers and so we have fun and etc. then clown guy tells me he'd give me 5 bucks if i added an italian brainrot image to his work, i didnt at first but did at end of class, assuming the author would notice and fix it before leaving but he left with presentation on and i didnt see it
period 5 i tell clown i placed the image and asked for 5 bucks jokingly (mine was a stupid random joke with no harm intended) and we continue normally. meanwhile the guy with presentation has a sort of breakdown and starts crying after the brainrot debuts in his presentation
period 6 im doing random shit with my other classmates without worries, then teacher spawns in the room and starts yelling "HOW COULD YOU GUYS HAVE DONE SOMETHING LIKE THAT", so i am like "tf going on" and hide my phone. then clown guy bursts into class and almost pins me to the wall, his face completely red from anger and repeats me several times "WHAT DID YOU TELL THEM I DID, YOU ASSHOLE??" [note: classmates of the presentation guy accused my the clown and told him he's asshole for ruining a presentation, this was because the presentation guy on spot thought it was him not me so the backlash hit him]
i realise what happened and say it was me, 20m of scolding, teacher saying "how could you? it couldve been a work presentation, or an employment one or worse, and you'd just ruin their chances completely??!!? especially you… with a brain, intelligent and all. youre an adult and still playing those stupid pranks on people…" so he made me go apologize and i did, luckily i didnt confront their class and dipped earlier with another friend (it was planned since yesterday anyway). 2 of my classmates wanted me to apologize to teacher too but i pretended to and faked it, just to leave to never return
im gonna see that building again in September for my final year, and this is over. what i wanted to share out of this was that:
the thing was blown out of proportion for a png, because the presentation guy said he cried because he didn't study enough, not for a png in his slide
it fueled and reinforced in me how much i dont give fucks about anything that happens. MIND YOU, I FEEL SORRY FOR THE GUY THAT PRESENTED AND IT WAS NOT MY INTENTION FOR IT TO APPEAR IN THE ACTUAL PRESENTATION, IT WAS A MISCALCULATION. but the way people reacted made me almost burst laughing and i was pinching my fingers to literally not laugh in front of a mad teacher scolding me (it was very hard because so little made sense, past a certain point)
i dont have the energy to care, im a bad person? telling person? so be it, but keep in mind i never asked to be brought to this world and as of now i just want to die. i feel happy whenever i do something bad and then manage to flee scot-free, i feel the adrenaline in such shits. doing reckless things makes me feel alive
context: period 4, it was me, clown of class (im close with) and his friend fixing his presentation to fix his history grade on last day, no teachers and so we have fun and etc. then clown guy tells me he'd give me 5 bucks if i added an italian brainrot image to his work, i didnt at first but did at end of class, assuming the author would notice and fix it before leaving but he left with presentation on and i didnt see it
period 5 i tell clown i placed the image and asked for 5 bucks jokingly (mine was a stupid random joke with no harm intended) and we continue normally. meanwhile the guy with presentation has a sort of breakdown and starts crying after the brainrot debuts in his presentation
period 6 im doing random shit with my other classmates without worries, then teacher spawns in the room and starts yelling "HOW COULD YOU GUYS HAVE DONE SOMETHING LIKE THAT", so i am like "tf going on" and hide my phone. then clown guy bursts into class and almost pins me to the wall, his face completely red from anger and repeats me several times "WHAT DID YOU TELL THEM I DID, YOU ASSHOLE??" [note: classmates of the presentation guy accused my the clown and told him he's asshole for ruining a presentation, this was because the presentation guy on spot thought it was him not me so the backlash hit him]
i realise what happened and say it was me, 20m of scolding, teacher saying "how could you? it couldve been a work presentation, or an employment one or worse, and you'd just ruin their chances completely??!!? especially you… with a brain, intelligent and all. youre an adult and still playing those stupid pranks on people…" so he made me go apologize and i did, luckily i didnt confront their class and dipped earlier with another friend (it was planned since yesterday anyway). 2 of my classmates wanted me to apologize to teacher too but i pretended to and faked it, just to leave to never return
im gonna see that building again in September for my final year, and this is over. what i wanted to share out of this was that:
the thing was blown out of proportion for a png, because the presentation guy said he cried because he didn't study enough, not for a png in his slide
it fueled and reinforced in me how much i dont give fucks about anything that happens. MIND YOU, I FEEL SORRY FOR THE GUY THAT PRESENTED AND IT WAS NOT MY INTENTION FOR IT TO APPEAR IN THE ACTUAL PRESENTATION, IT WAS A MISCALCULATION. but the way people reacted made me almost burst laughing and i was pinching my fingers to literally not laugh in front of a mad teacher scolding me (it was very hard because so little made sense, past a certain point)
i dont have the energy to care, im a bad person? telling person? so be it, but keep in mind i never asked to be brought to this world and as of now i just want to die. i feel happy whenever i do something bad and then manage to flee scot-free, i feel the adrenaline in such shits. doing reckless things makes me feel alive
