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gummyshark
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- Aug 27, 2024
- 16
Had a dream last night about getting shot, not sure what it means but I wish it was real. I wish someone would shoot me and end my suffering. I wish I could buy a gun and end everything. Unfortunately, it's hard living in a country where they have one of the strictest firearm laws. I wish suicide was easier. I've tried to jump out of the window by trying to open my window but the windows only open a tiny bit which wasn't enough for someone to fit through. It's sad, isn't it? To live in a world like this. I feel like a lot of people in my country brush off mental illness as getting possessed. especially because of the religion, they just think someone's getting possessed instead of a mental breakdown or something like that. I really hate it here. I want the world to end, wouldn't that be easier? If the world just suddenly ended, it's not like anyone would know since you'd just suddenly be gone. it's so hard living like this.
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