Being afraid of CTB is frustrating

[HerLastWords]

I really wish I could stop being such a coward towards CTB. I feel like I'm capable of doing it but it's really frustrating to be afraid of taking the first step even if I try to keep my mind blank. I wish I could just go through with it and not give up before even trying. I'm not exactly scared of death since it's something that comes eventually for everyone, but I still hold back when I start doing it.

 

[Lookoutbelow]

Welcome to the club. Endless mental torture but yet not enough to end it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel frustrated, it's just too unnecessarily difficult to die, to me it would certainly be such a relief if there's the option to just never wake again.