Hi,
I'm new here and just created my account last night. As I started to do some research on better ways to CTB, I stumbled upon this forum and I guess it was the best thing that happened regarding my journey.
You guys look all so gentle and understanding, and that's all I need right now.
I have a friend who understands 100% what I'm going through and supports me in this decision (and really never judges me), despite thinking I should always reconsider this decision. But it's always good to also have other people to discuss about it, who'll totally understand you and not judge you.
At first I was considering hanging myself, but I was afraid it wouldn't work and that it would be too painful. Then I got a "recipe" for a "cocktail", which would be a mix of meds that combined would cause certain death. But that would give me too much work as I'd have to be able to get lots of prescribed meds.
So I kept on doing my research. I stumbled upon the exit bag method, but still didn't seem the best option since buying a cylinder of gas would be far too expensive.
Then I found this forum, and I found about SN. I really didn't have heard about it ever before. Maybe because it's far from being a common method where I live, but instantly seemed the best way for me.
I live in South America, and after doing a quick research I found out it's pretty easy (and pretty cheap) to find and buy SN (and maybe even N) and other drugs/meds needed for the method, like the antiemetics.
To summarize, my post is basically to introduce myself and to have the most information about it I can get. As I'll carry on my research and read all the relevant posts about SN, as well as the PPH. But I want to know if you guys have anything to say and to help making my research easier.
I'm new here and just created my account last night. As I started to do some research on better ways to CTB, I stumbled upon this forum and I guess it was the best thing that happened regarding my journey.
You guys look all so gentle and understanding, and that's all I need right now.
I have a friend who understands 100% what I'm going through and supports me in this decision (and really never judges me), despite thinking I should always reconsider this decision. But it's always good to also have other people to discuss about it, who'll totally understand you and not judge you.
At first I was considering hanging myself, but I was afraid it wouldn't work and that it would be too painful. Then I got a "recipe" for a "cocktail", which would be a mix of meds that combined would cause certain death. But that would give me too much work as I'd have to be able to get lots of prescribed meds.
So I kept on doing my research. I stumbled upon the exit bag method, but still didn't seem the best option since buying a cylinder of gas would be far too expensive.
Then I found this forum, and I found about SN. I really didn't have heard about it ever before. Maybe because it's far from being a common method where I live, but instantly seemed the best way for me.
I live in South America, and after doing a quick research I found out it's pretty easy (and pretty cheap) to find and buy SN (and maybe even N) and other drugs/meds needed for the method, like the antiemetics.
To summarize, my post is basically to introduce myself and to have the most information about it I can get. As I'll carry on my research and read all the relevant posts about SN, as well as the PPH. But I want to know if you guys have anything to say and to help making my research easier.
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