BPD_LE

BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
1,576
OK, tougher than I thought.

My time here has been real. Met some awesome people, some no longer with us.Thank you all for your kindness, support and above all, your acceptance. I know I can be moody, stubborn and difficult. Thank you so much to all who saw past this. I love you all.

Thanks to the mods (especially SK❤) for keeping this site up and running.

I've reached the end now. I'm not distressed or doing this on impulse. I've had 20 years of treatment to no avail. This is my choice, it's what I want. This site has in no way encouraged or pressured me into my decision. Instead, it has been a hub of pro-choice support, for which I am truly grateful.

In a few hours I will be taking SN. My regime is posted below. And if this post turns into a shit storm, lots of gifs, memes and sarcastic comments please. Let's get this thread locked down!! :pfff:

Not much left to say now except....

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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-sn-regime.28097/
 
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HereToday

HereToday

Arcanist
Dec 27, 2019
437
Wishing you a peaceful journey. May you find whatever it is you seek :heart:
 
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DoNotLet2

DoNotLet2

Wizard
Oct 14, 2019
684
Nooooooooooo!!! BPD :( I know it's what you want and I hope you will find peace there but... but...:( :(
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
So sorry to see you go. You will be missed. Love and peace to you. ❤❤❤
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
Noooo Queen of Meme. ;-;

I wish you peace. Sleep in peace. Wait for me there.:'(
 
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DoNotLet2

DoNotLet2

Wizard
Oct 14, 2019
684
I hope we will meet again someday, hopefully not in the Hell..
 
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CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

Memento mori
Oct 1, 2019
463
I'm sorry to see you go, your memes always make me laugh. I hope that whatever you find on the other side is better. Safe travels :heart:
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

Visionary
Jun 1, 2019
2,113
Ahhh fuck, just fuck. Another one I knew was coming, but, yeah, doesn't make it any easier. Gonna miss your input big time.

The Queen of Meme is gone, long live the Queen!

Please find the peace you deserve and that this life never granted to you. Safe travels my friend, we are gonna have the piss up of all time when we all meet up in some other time and place.
 
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realjunes

Warlock
Oct 1, 2019
730
OK, tougher than I thought.

My time here has been real. Met some awesome people, some no longer with us.Thank you all for your kindness, support and above all, your acceptance. I know I can be moody, stubborn and difficult. Thank you so much to all who saw past this. I love you all.

Thanks to the mods (especially SK❤) for keeping this site up and running.

I've reached the end now. I'm not distressed or doing this on impulse. I've had 20 years of treatment to no avail. This is my choice, it's what I want. This site has in no way encouraged or pressured me into my decision. Instead, it has been a hub of pro-choice support, for which I am truly grateful.

In a few hours I will be taking SN. My regime is posted below. And if this post turns into a shit storm, lots of gifs, memes and sarcastic comments please. Let's get this thread locked down!! :pfff:

Not much left to say now except....

View attachment 23024


https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-sn-regime.28097/

Oh no! Is this your last post?
I am with you 100% in spirit and want to be with you virtually as well when the time comes. But you didn't mention the time of day you will follow your regime. If you don't mind, can you give a an idea of the time so that we may generate a huge wave of peaceful wishes to find you. But I am guessing that is how you prefer things, so I respect that as well. :heart: :hug:
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
2,179
Good luck and thanks for all the laughs!
I always looked forward to your posts. You were one of the first people I noticed when I came on the site.
I hope you have a pleasant journey and find what you're seeking. You will be missed.
This place won't be the same without you.
:heart: :hug:
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Fuck... Fair winds, and thank you for having been with us. :hug:
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Wishing you a safe onward journey..... :heart:
 
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HannahB

HannahB

Death is the true name of time.
Oct 29, 2019
185
Safe travels love. ❤ may you go with clear eyes and love in your heart.
 
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R_N

R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
I wish you well and good luck. I loved your memes. You will be very missed here I'm sure. Take care. :hug:
 
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Defcon5

Defcon5

Member
Dec 1, 2019
28
It has been so wonderful to get to know you the little bit that I have. Especially the way you so effortlessly insert sarcasm:wink:
I'm sad to see you go and I truly hope everything goes well for you on your journey! All my love sweet girl :heart:

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Ark

Arcanist
Oct 18, 2019
412
I hope you find the peace you deserve @BPD_LE

You will be missed here.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
From one BPD sufferer to another, I know how it feels. I hope we can meet on the other side and I hope most of all you find the peace that you are searching for and that you deserve. I'll be joining you soon all being well. We never really spoke but good luck, sending love :heart:
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I'll miss u BPD_LE :aw: I wish I could go with u. I want to go soon too. I hope it goes smooth :heart: love u and good luck:hug:
 
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JustAnotherSuicider

JustAnotherSuicider

Hoping for the best - expecting the worst
Dec 28, 2019
98
Goodbye, see you on the dark side of the moon :hug:
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,132
I've read many posts of you. Sad to see you go. Goodbye, I wish you a peaceful exit.
 
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chris8000

chris8000

Experienced
Dec 10, 2019
231
Wishing you freedom from all suffering :heart:
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Ohhhh - you are well loved and shall be missed. Wrap yourself in that warmth and journey well. (((Hugs)))
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
Goodbye i do hope your suffering will finally be over :heart:
 
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Shivani

Bereaved
Oct 29, 2019
132
It is very sad to see you go, few of the members on this forum whose posts I look forward for. I wish you could stay a little longer, don't know for what, but wish. Most of the people I look forward for on this forum are gone and now even you are going. I wish you strength and hope you find peace.:heart:
 
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Jean Améry

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2019
1,098
Sorry to read this. It seems your mind is made up so I'm not going to insult you by suggesting to think it over. For some of us life really wasn't the fun ride it was rumoured to be. Anyone who wants off should be able to get off.

20 years of what must have been hell... You're one tough cookie if you don't mind me saying so.

Safe journey, BPD_LE. I'm glad you're at ease with this.
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
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Farewell my friend.
In tears already.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,322
Goodbye Queen of Memes! You will be missed. Hope you find peace.
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
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I will always remember you. Please know you can change your mind anytime.
It's been such a privilege walking this dark road with you. You have made it a little lighter.
 
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Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
Goodbye--I do hope you find peace. Its so obvious you meant a lot to this community.
 
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