Been put in mental hospital HELP PLEASE

[maggot666]

So turned up unannounced where my ex is staying he was out but there was a girl I know sitting on his bed and she stayed over after begging him he told me he really likes her he only ended it with me Saturday I left to go ctb but I was in pieces like sobbing I tried to get myself together but it hurts so fucking bad a couple stopped me to ask if I was ok I said yeah trying to compose myself so they said no you are not, at this stage they physically tried to stop me from walking on and then another 2 people did. One was making calls police turned up they detained me under section 136 then I was assessed in mental hospital near where I live they told me I can voluntarily could admit myself or I will be sectioned for 28 days so really they are giving me no choice they have moved me to another town over an hour away. I am devastated I can't deal with the pain emotionally I mean I am broken I'm trying to blag my way but I don't think it's working. I got like 8 houses away from the train crossing that is the biggest blow I know suicide by train is bad it is not my main choice but I need to go so whilst I'm here I'm going to study up on partial hanging I need to find my carotid artery see if I can make me nearly black out. There is a bed sheet and blanket in here could I get it to work but make it like I am lying down sleeping just in case I can't leave in the next few days. There's no lock on the door to my room and there's a window on the door.

 

[nooo2]

I know how you feel right now, but you're thinking irrationally, trying to do this while in a mental hospital will only make it worse, and I doubt you'll even succeed. Once you get out, THEN think of a plan CAREFULLY. But I truly hope that you start to feel a little better and I'm sorry you have been put in this situation, sending all the love.

 

[KingDonald]

So turned up unannounced where my ex is staying he was out but there was a girl I know sitting on his bed and she stayed over after begging him he told me he really likes her he only ended it with me Saturday I left to go ctb but I was in pieces like sobbing I tried to get myself together but it hurts so fucking bad a couple stopped me to ask if I was ok I said yeah trying to compose myself so they said no you are not, at this stage they physically tried to stop me from walking on and then another 2 people did. One was making calls police turned up they detained me under section 136 then I was assessed in mental hospital near where I live they told me I can voluntarily could admit myself or I will be sectioned for 28 days so really they are giving me no choice they have moved me to another town over an hour away. I am devastated I can't deal with the pain emotionally I mean I am broken I'm trying to blag my way but I don't think it's working. I got like 8 houses away from the train crossing that is the biggest blow I know suicide by train is bad it is not my main choice but I need to go so whilst I'm here I'm going to study up on partial hanging I need to find my carotid artery see if I can make me nearly black out. There is a bed sheet and blanket in here could I get it to work but make it like I am lying down sleeping just in case I can't leave in the next few days. There's no lock on the door to my room and there's a window on the door.

I'd say start planning how you're going to ctb now and execute the plan once you get out. I doubt you'd be able to pull off a partial hanging while laying down. Plus, they're probably watching. Partial hanging is something you might be able to pull off in the bathroom using the shower curtain thing, if they even have one. Its almost impossible to even ctb in some psych wards because some of them have even made it to where the doorknobs are "unhangable".

I was in the psych ward 3 times as a teen and still remember that stupid camera in the corner watching my every move.

 

[wendydong1]

Try to get out the mental hospital asap. Lie your way out. Then once you get home, evaluate your options

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I agree with everyone on here. I wouldn't try anything while you are in there. It may even be risky being on here while you are there.
You can always plan better once you are free from their watchful eyes.
Just my opinion.

P.S. Sorry for what happened to you.

 

[Baskol1]

Strangers did grab you? Or who grabbed and stopped you?

 

[Conflicted Cat]

Wow, WTF, some people just can't mind their own bloody business... But yeah, I wouldn't try anything while you're there. It could risk you being there for longer. Fake it till you make it out.

 

[Baskol1]

Wow, WTF, some people just can't mind their own bloody business... But yeah, I wouldn't try anything while you're there. It could risk you being there for longer. Fake it till you make it out.

These idiots think theyre saving people, but they actually dont, especially in the us it means only more medical bills.

 

[Conflicted Cat]

These idiots think theyre saving people, but they actually dont, especially in the us it means only more medical bills.

And that really boils my blood. Like oh you're supposedly "helping" but people walk out with a giant bill making them feel even more suicidal, some fucking help, right.

 

[Baskol1]

And that really boils my blood. Like oh you're supposedly "helping" but people walk out with a giant bill making them feel even more suicidal, some fucking help, right.

Then they say well you can pay it easely back. And that youre probably just ungrateful.

 

[maggot666]

Strangers did grab you? Or who grabbed and stopped you?

Yeah they literally grouped round me I tried quite a few times to push through with my bike one was so loud kept saying you are going to be ok over and over which was really annoying. I swear it's torture being in here this feeling is so bad it's really really hard trying to not be upset

 

[Baskol1]

Yeah they literally grouped round me I tried quite a few times to push through with my bike one was so loud kept saying you are going to be ok over and over which was really annoying. I swear it's torture being in here this feeling is so bad it's really really hard trying to not be upset

And why exactly did they that? Were you trying to commit suicide, or why?

 

[maggot666]

And why exactly did they that? Were you trying to commit suicide, or why?

I was on my way to the train crossing but they stopped because I was crying really badly I couldn't compose myself

 

[Baskol1]

I was on my way to the train crossing but they stopped because I was crying really badly I couldn't compose myself

I guess they suspected you were trying to kill yourself. Were the train tracks a few meters away?

 

[who doesn't matter]

Just like everyone else said, make it out of the hospital, reach home and grab your composure.

 

[k3v3r]

I know how you feel, i've been in the hospital for 6 months now. Try to wait till you get out. i've attempted suicide countless times while i've been here, it will not work, they will just keep you longer

 

[maggot666]

I guess they suspected you were trying to kill yourself. Were the train tracks a few meters away?

Yeah I was literally about 8 houses away from the crossing I didn't mention suicide or the train but at one point I saw the barriers go down and cos I couldn't get there I broke down even more on the floor

 

[DeathImminent]

I know how you feel, i've been in the hospital for 6 months now. Try to wait till you get out. i've attempted suicide countless times while i've been here, it will not work, they will just keep you longer

are you treatment resistant or what keeps you suicidal? :/

 

[k3v3r]

are you treatment resistant or what keeps you suicidal? :/

what d you mean?

 

[maggot666]

I know how you feel, i've been in the hospital for 6 months now. Try to wait till you get out. i've attempted suicide countless times while i've been here, it will not work, they will just keep you longer

I saw the doctor they won't let me go. After I looked around the main door and fire escapes but don't think I can get out I then said I'm here voluntary so I want to leave then another doctor came and said he would detain me if I leave so wait again to see consultant in the morning.

 

[DeathImminent]

what d you mean?

Are you feeling not better after medication?

 

[Centerism]

You are in a very sad situation there. I feel for you. I really do. Butt I think your going about this all wrong. Don't try to ctb while your there. You most likely won't get away with it and success in partial is very hard to achieve. I've tried it and even though it can work, it's extremely painful both physically and mentally. The anxiety gets so high that your panic mode turns on and you fight to get your restraint off.

If I were you and was in your situation, which I have been, I would lie to get out and when your out wait till the initial pain of your breakup to subside, then and only then, figure out if suicide is still in the books for you. If it still is take time to study methods, find one that suits you and go out that way. If it were up to me, I would find a quick and painless way so you can live your last moments in joy rather than pain.

Just my advice. I did feel for you though, my boyfriend died a few months back and I still feel the pain. Good luck :)

 

[k3v3r]

Are you feeling not better after medication?

nope.... They've tried every meds out there

 

[DeathImminent]

nope.... They've tried every meds out there

I am sorry to hear that :( i hope you will find something that helps you

 

[Pistolero114]

So turned up unannounced where my ex is staying he was out but there was a girl I know sitting on his bed and she stayed over after begging him he told me he really likes her he only ended it with me Saturday I left to go ctb but I was in pieces like sobbing I tried to get myself together but it hurts so fucking bad a couple stopped me to ask if I was ok I said yeah trying to compose myself so they said no you are not, at this stage they physically tried to stop me from walking on and then another 2 people did. One was making calls police turned up they detained me under section 136 then I was assessed in mental hospital near where I live they told me I can voluntarily could admit myself or I will be sectioned for 28 days so really they are giving me no choice they have moved me to another town over an hour away. I am devastated I can't deal with the pain emotionally I mean I am broken I'm trying to blag my way but I don't think it's working. I got like 8 houses away from the train crossing that is the biggest blow I know suicide by train is bad it is not my main choice but I need to go so whilst I'm here I'm going to study up on partial hanging I need to find my carotid artery see if I can make me nearly black out. There is a bed sheet and blanket in here could I get it to work but make it like I am lying down sleeping just in case I can't leave in the next few days. There's no lock on the door to my room and there's a window on the door.

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry you're going through all this. Please breathe as deep as you can, and be gentle with yourself, and focus on seeming together enough to go home. If you try to off yourself in there they'll just keep you longer. (((Hugs)))

 

[scorpiooo2]

Cooperate with the staff and the psychiatrist, tell them you've really changed your outlook on life and now want to live. That's the fastest way to get out of one of those places

 

[Dawn0071111]

Please dont try to kill yourself while you are in that place!!! They will extend your stay!!!

 

[Baskol1]

I saw the doctor they won't let me go. After I looked around the main door and fire escapes but don't think I can get out I then said I'm here voluntary so I want to leave then another doctor came and said he would detain me if I leave so wait again to see consultant in the morning.

I dont think escaping is a good idea, even if sucessful, the police will probably search for you everywhere. And if you cant sucessfully kill yourself in that short timeline, well then you will be in the hospital for a very long time again.

 

[who doesn't matter]

I dont think escaping is a good idea, even if sucessful, the police will probably search for you everywhere. And if you cant sucessfully kill yourself in that short timeline, well then you will be in the hospital for a very long time again.

And hospitals are supposed to help us. How ironic can it get.