The Disqualified
Disqualified as a Human Being
- Feb 4, 2023
- 239
I spent the last 2 weeks just bed-rotting and being the most useless I have ever been.
I am eating junk food a lot these days to distract myself. I am pulling an all-nighter right now to punish myself as well.
Overall I am feeling horrible and I just want to die, but can't. I hate feeling like this. I hate existing like this and having to wake up everyday for this horrible mistake and taint in the universe that is my life.
I need to flee. I need to run away.
I really think I must have severe problems. I just can't do anything. I want and wished I did a lot of things, but I can't physically bring myself to do any of them. I am fatigued all the time and just can't get out of bed. That is why I don't do anything, I can't. I feel horrible and just horrible forcing myself to do anything. All I want is to die.
I just nap or doomscroll all day. Can't even watch a series. I don't know what is wrong with me.
I must kill myself and end this horrible mistake once and for all.
I am eating junk food a lot these days to distract myself. I am pulling an all-nighter right now to punish myself as well.
Overall I am feeling horrible and I just want to die, but can't. I hate feeling like this. I hate existing like this and having to wake up everyday for this horrible mistake and taint in the universe that is my life.
I need to flee. I need to run away.
I really think I must have severe problems. I just can't do anything. I want and wished I did a lot of things, but I can't physically bring myself to do any of them. I am fatigued all the time and just can't get out of bed. That is why I don't do anything, I can't. I feel horrible and just horrible forcing myself to do anything. All I want is to die.
I just nap or doomscroll all day. Can't even watch a series. I don't know what is wrong with me.
I must kill myself and end this horrible mistake once and for all.
