SipSop
Arcanist
- May 7, 2020
- 483
Today, it hit me: my biological father was not behaving like a nurturing parent(as I believe it should as parents want their children to grow to be successful and happy), he was a master. He had the need to control everything, to belittle, mock, beat and curse at slightest mistake. No guidance, no eye contact, I was raised to be a servant with low self-esteem and my mom wanted our best but our best was far away from that abuser. And she choose to keep us in that state of stress and fear. Power. Once you strip a human beingfrom that he is vulnerable and at the mercy of anibody. Personal boundaries give you mental and emotional stability. For that you need to fight for them, to keep your power. Children naturally love their parents. I wanted to love my father but he never showed any sign of warm emotion, we was like a master keeping his power place together by any means. Lies, deceit, turning us against each other, mockery and beating.
I found out that you need personal power, sex and meaning in life in order to be fulfilled. Life is good when you have those in the right personal amounts. This is how we are made.
Maybe some of you can relate to this.
I found out that you need personal power, sex and meaning in life in order to be fulfilled. Life is good when you have those in the right personal amounts. This is how we are made.
Maybe some of you can relate to this.
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