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meowzers3276

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Mar 28, 2026
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my boyfriend took my SN, but i just recieved 1000mg of amygdalin in the mail!! i want to combine with vitamin c. i might get more now that i know the source is legit just to be safe-- let me know if thats overkill tho because i'm lowkey broke. i'm just excited this came through for me!!!

edit: i found dsl so will be using SN after all. gonna make sure 100% it wont get taken... um so if it gets thru customs, would it be ok to combine these 2 for max efficiency, or just keep it simple with the SN? if it comes in, i guess ive got some vitamin b17 laying around for nothing. lol i'm just excited things are working out now
 
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doomerguy88

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Aug 13, 2025
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my boyfriend took my SN, but i just recieved 1000mg of amygdalin in the mail!! i want to combine with vitamin c. i might get more now that i know the source is legit just to be safe-- let me know if thats overkill tho because i'm lowkey broke. i'm just excited this came through for me!!!
Is this method actually reliable? Also from what I understand it forms cyanide on the body. Wouldn't that be painful?
 
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meowzers3276

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Is this method actually reliable? Also from what I understand it forms cyanide on the body. Wouldn't that be painful?
i dont know if its reliable, i've had plenty failed attempts though so i'm used to tolerating ODs alone without medical attention. it will be painful, i will also be taking a considerable amount of benzodiazepines if i choose this method. for now im just gonna keep em around and see if i can combo with hanging or something for more efficacy. according to sources i will be able to produce a lethal amount of amg for my body weight, but i might place a second order to be sure now that i know its real.
 
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