Mayerling86
Faking a smile is so much easier
- Jun 26, 2020
- 41
I've been struggling with awful anxiety for a few months now. To the point of not being able to function properly. I hyperventilate, think the worst and panic to the point of crying sometimes. It's become so bad and It's exhausting. My bf doesn't want me anymore but I'm i moved to from London to hastings with him and the UK is now in lockdown again im stuck here with no friends and living with a man who tells me he no longer wants to be with me. It really breaks my heart. I can't control my outbursts and I know it just makes me even more undesirable to him. But without him I feel I have nothing. I really haven't achieved anything and I'm worthless.