Awake and once again dreading the day

[Polly]

I dint know how much longer I can keep doing this.

 

[Flippy]

It's not any fun waking up and feeling like that. I always have that moment where you wake up and it's like you don't have any memory of who you are and what you feel, then everything reboots, you remember and you just wish you could sleep again. :-(

 

[Dwnwrdsprl]

You're not alone in this feeling. I feel nauseous every morning I wake up :(

 

[Bye_Bye]

The disappointment of waking up. I know this feeling too, its horrible. Hope you find a way out, whatever that way is for you.

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

It's not any fun waking up and feeling like that. I always have that moment where you wake up and it's like you don't have any memory of who you are and what you feel, then everything reboots, you remember and you just wish you could sleep again. :-(

I second what you said @Flippy .....

 

[randomz]

It's not any fun waking up and feeling like that. I always have that moment where you wake up and it's like you don't have any memory of who you are and what you feel, then everything reboots, you remember and you just wish you could sleep again. :-(

Precisely my thoughts.

 

[Ghost2211]

Im right there with you. It's not pleasant to wake up that way. Sleep is by far my favorite thing.

 

[mathieu]

I feel like that every time I wake up. Oh no, not another day!

 

[Polly]

It takes me three hours to get out if bed

 

[NaNo210]

Same

 

[Flippy]

I had an operation a few years ago, I have to admit, I had a bit of a hope that I wouldn't come around afterwards. They gave me the anesthetic and told me to close my eyes and it would kick in so I did. They wheeled me through the doors and I thought hang on a sec, I'm still conscious. Then I woke up. The operation was over and I had no concept of what had happened. That's always felt quite appealing ever since. I want to just go into a really nice deep sleep and not wake up a lot of the time :-/

 

[LMLN]

I had an operation a few years ago, I have to admit, I had a bit of a hope that I wouldn't come around afterwards. They gave me the anesthetic and told me to close my eyes and it would kick in so I did. They wheeled me through the doors and I thought hang on a sec, I'm still conscious. Then I woke up. The operation was over and I had no concept of what had happened. That's always felt quite appealing ever since. I want to just go into a really nice deep sleep and not wake up a lot of the time :-/

Yes! This was my experience going under anesthesia. If only I didnt wake up. :/

 

[Flippy]

Also Electro Convulsive Therapy has an appeal. I would quite happily have them run so much volts through my brain that I would be like a complete blank slate. Apparently people lose all memory and personality for a while. I would like that to be a permanently outcome. But I don't think it's possible :-(

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

I dint know how much longer I can keep doing this.

Amen brother, I wake up every morning in pain and start dreading the day. Everyday I just grow closer and closer to my doom. However I'm sorry for how you feel, we are here to support.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

I wake up every morning, get sick a few times and wonder why I didn't go in my sleep.

 

[Final Escape]

It takes me three hours to get out if bed

Lol! Right

 

[issyishere]

I hate waking up from my dreams. even the nightmares. I wake up and get a panic attack when I remember the reality of my existence. you're definitely not alone. im thinking of you

 

[Lostandfound7]

It's not any fun waking up and feeling like that. I always have that moment where you wake up and it's like you don't have any memory of who you are and what you feel, then everything reboots, you remember and you just wish you could sleep again. :-(

THIS!

 

[Thereisnothing]

It's not any fun waking up and feeling like that. I always have that moment where you wake up and it's like you don't have any memory of who you are and what you feel, then everything reboots, you remember and you just wish you could sleep again. :-(

Ditto- agree with you @Flippy word for word-amazing!

 

[Deleted member 1465]

It's even worse when you barely sleep. You don't even have any place to retreat to.

 

[Thereisnothing]

It's even worse when you barely sleep. You don't even have any place to retreat to.

@Underscore Oh dear not you too suffers like that I sleep very little, odd few mins and then if do nap a tad longer the nightmares evade my peace-GRR! What a bleeding life hey, awake and asleep (or attempting to) cant win.

 

[animatriste]

I understand you. it happens to me very often. we are not alone. at least here

 

[WhyIsLife56]

I dint know how much longer I can keep doing this.

Right there with you

 

[Trjan]

Try a PMA friend :)

 

[Polly]

Try a PMA friend :)

?

 

[AlreadyGone]

I can totally relate. I can't recall the last time I woke up and did not have CTB on my mind. What a way to start the day.