Avoiding birthdays...

[Walilamdzii]

I'm trying to figure out the optimal time/month to go, because I don't want to disrupt those who I love but I know that that's inevitable. I can't really imagine how it will affect them. I am so tired. I don't want to impact anyone else's life more than necessary, but in this state I'm not able to be present / the person who I used to be anyway, so maybe it doesn't make that much difference...

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that after all only you know when the time is right, I understand feeling so tired of everything.