NSFW Autobiography of a Miserable Man and First Attempt Today

[Crematoryy]

I didn't have a girlfriend because I wasn't born into the middle class; because I don't have enough white features; because I developed a damn antisocial trait in school due to emotional abuse. I will be making my first attempt at hanging now because I can't stand living in a reality where I'm alone. I'm alone while others date, while they visit each other and I dream of being visited. I abhor this reality, this truth. I'm getting out of this world, and it will be now. I don't want to imagine couples having sex at night while I dream of holding hands. I'm getting out of this nightmare. I've already tied a rope and I'm going to climb onto the chair. I don't care about the consequences.I'm not going to bother playing this useless game. I want all the couples who have sex to die. I'm getting out of this trashy world.

 

[joey2424]

I'm sad that you feel this way. Nothing that you've said about yourself makes it sound like you wouldn't find a partner, but it can be hard to meet someone for any of us. Longing for love is such a deep pain.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

I'm still gonna suggest you should become a femboy

 

[darksouls]

I am so sorry for your suffering, I hope you find peace

 

[EmptyBottle]

To OP (and even others): Sending hugs from Australia

I'm still gonna suggest you should become a femboy

Cool suggestion :3

 

[rs929]

Are you still with us OP?

You're idealizing sex as if everyone would be in a permanent state of infinite pleasure. It's more complicated than that. It's not like in porn videos. And love, most of the times, is ephemeral.

 

[LetMeOut67]

I'm sorry that life treated you this way.
It's evil.
But of course there's millions and millions suffering in lots of different ways, many of them who look like they've got everything from the outside.

 

[fadedghost]

I didn't have a girlfriend because I wasn't born into the middle class; because I don't have enough white features; because I developed a damn antisocial trait in school due to emotional abuse. I will be making my first attempt at hanging now because I can't stand living in a reality where I'm alone. I'm alone while others date, while they visit each other and I dream of being visited. I abhor this reality, this truth. I'm getting out of this world, and it will be now. I don't want to imagine couples having sex at night while I dream of holding hands. I'm getting out of this nightmare. I've already tied a rope and I'm going to climb onto the chair. I don't care about the consequences.I'm not going to bother playing this useless game. I want all the couples who have sex to die. I'm getting out of this trashy world.

Im so sorry you were in pain... this is one of the saddist goodbye posts ive ever read.

 

[rs929]

Im so sorry you were in pain... this is one of the saddist goodbye posts ive ever read.

It seems OP posted after this, he is okay. Alive, at least