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ThreeBlankets

ThreeBlankets

New Member
Jul 29, 2021
4
I'm in Australia so I don't have access to any guns, my partner has control over all our funds as I don't have a job so I don't have my own money to buy any N or SN. Also, I think it would get stopped before it got to me, they're pretty strict here I think.

Anyone else in Australia at a loss for a method? Sometimes I feel so stuck because I just don't know HOW to ctb… I feel desperate. Like I could jump in front of a train or slit my wrists in the shower? But I don't know if that will work. What else is there, realistically? I could partially hang myself I suppose? Jump from the roof of a tall building if I can find access to one…?
 
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Before26

A little tired
Dec 15, 2021
35
Sorry - I don't have an answer for you. I'm really sorry you're in this position but I just noticed that you said your partner is controlling your funds. That sets of alarm bells for me, is this plan in order to escape a bad situation? In which case, would it help to discuss other avenues of escape? My PMs are open.

All my love, and sorry you're in so much pain. I really empathise with the feeling of desperation.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,269
I'm in Victoria and recently had a successful N delivery. Though apparently some people have had issues.

Is your relationship your reason to CTB? Surely there would be help available. Wishing you the best.
 
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ThreeBlankets

ThreeBlankets

New Member
Jul 29, 2021
4
I'm in Victoria and recently had a successful N delivery. Though apparently some people have had issues.

Is your relationship your reason to CTB? Surely there would be help available. Wishing you the best.
Oh that's good to hear!! It does give me hope. May I ask how much aud it cost you? No it's not the reason ): there's so many reasons lol
Sorry - I don't have an answer for you. I'm really sorry you're in this position but I just noticed that you said your partner is controlling your funds. That sets of alarm bells for me, is this plan in order to escape a bad situation? In which case, would it help to discuss other avenues of escape? My PMs are open.

All my love, and sorry you're in so much pain. I really empathise with the feeling of desperation.
Oh no don't worry about that all, the relationship isn't unhealthy/abusive. He's just very oblivious to my mental health and doesn't really understand it… I have access to the debit cards but if he sees a $800 transaction he's going to wonder what that was for hahah
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,269
Oh that's good to hear!! It does give me hope. May I ask how much aud it cost you? No it's not the reason ): there's so many reasons lol
I was going to send you a private message but it won't let me. But unfortunately not a 3-figure sum as the exchange rate isn't the best at the moment.
 
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ThreeBlankets

ThreeBlankets

New Member
Jul 29, 2021
4
I was going to send you a private message but it won't let me. But unfortunately not a 3-figure sum as the exchange rate isn't the best at the moment.
Hmmm you're right, I can't seem to message anyone or view their profiles… maybe it's because this is my first post 🤷🏼‍♀️ thank you for trying to reach out though! I can't believe it's so expensive now… ):
 
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Catloaf

Catloaf

disabled • slowly withering away 🍂
Aug 14, 2021
502
I have access to the debit cards but if he sees a $800 transaction he's going to wonder what that was for
Do you have to report on every minor purchase to him? If not, start withdrawing cash little by little. Even if it's just 50$ a month, in the end it does add up.
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
473
I'm in Australia looking for a method too. I just got released from a psych ward and I'm still just as willing to end it. Any info PM'd to me would be a great help. I really don't want to hang or jump in front of a train.
 
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Deathisbetter

Student
Jun 3, 2023
189
I'm in Australia so I don't have access to any guns, my partner has control over all our funds as I don't have a job so I don't have my own money to buy any N or SN. Also, I think it would get stopped before it got to me, they're pretty strict here I think.

Anyone else in Australia at a loss for a method? Sometimes I feel so stuck because I just don't know HOW to ctb… I feel desperate. Like I could jump in front of a train or slit my wrists in the shower? But I don't know if that will work. What else is there, realistically? I could partially hang myself I suppose? Jump from the roof of a tall building if I can find access to one…?
Hi I can help you!! are you able to dm me I am newish to Sanctioned so not sure if I have that option yet
I'm in Australia looking for a method too. I just got released from a psych ward and I'm still just as willing to end it. Any info PM'd to me would be a great help. I really don't want to hang or jump in front of a train.
Hi I can help not sure if I can be direct messaged yet
 
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,269
Hi all, for anyone just joining us, my previous comments in this thread are obsolete for many reasons.

My supplier (D) is no longer accessible. The only trusted, non-scam sources for N involve going to Latin America in person as per the PPH.
 
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Deathisbetter

Student
Jun 3, 2023
189
I'm in Victoria and recently had a successful N delivery. Though apparently some people have had issues.

Is your relationship your reason to CTB? Surely there would be help available. Wishing you the best.

Hi all, for anyone just joining us, my previous comments in this thread are obsolete for many reasons.

My supplier (D) is no longer accessible. The only trusted, non-scam sources for N involve going to Latin America in person as per the PPH.
Can you please DM me 🙏
 

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