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autumnal
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- Feb 4, 2020
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Hi,
Have been browsing the boards and megathreads for over a week now and thought I'd share some questions.
Attempted an overdose with prescription medication, but was found and briefly hospitalised in psych ward.
Have attempted with NN method but had very little luck in finding and sufficiently compressing my carotids.
Same poor result attempting with tourniquet/ligature method.
Have attempted with C02 in bag (vinegar/bicarb reaction) but SI led to tearing it off.
Have attempted cutting carotids with a knife but missed and instead cut something more minor which bled quite profusely for a while but ultimately clotted.
I am now looking at either one of the drugs mentioned in the megathreads (SN/N/F etc) or an exit bag using helium/nitrogen/argon.
Being in Australia, customs importation regulations and restrictions on gasses and medication sales are both very stringent compared to elsewhere in the world.
Can anyone with some local knowledge suggest sources for any of the drugs and gasses involved? Feel free to PM me if easier/more discreet.
As my overdose attempt was known to both police and emergency services, I would be very worried that possible detection of any attempts to import/purchase items for suicide might lead to an involuntary hospitalisation and the loss of opportunity to catch the bus.
Many thanks in advance, and it's great to have found such a knowledgeable community like this one.
Autumnal
Have been browsing the boards and megathreads for over a week now and thought I'd share some questions.
Attempted an overdose with prescription medication, but was found and briefly hospitalised in psych ward.
Have attempted with NN method but had very little luck in finding and sufficiently compressing my carotids.
Same poor result attempting with tourniquet/ligature method.
Have attempted with C02 in bag (vinegar/bicarb reaction) but SI led to tearing it off.
Have attempted cutting carotids with a knife but missed and instead cut something more minor which bled quite profusely for a while but ultimately clotted.
I am now looking at either one of the drugs mentioned in the megathreads (SN/N/F etc) or an exit bag using helium/nitrogen/argon.
Being in Australia, customs importation regulations and restrictions on gasses and medication sales are both very stringent compared to elsewhere in the world.
Can anyone with some local knowledge suggest sources for any of the drugs and gasses involved? Feel free to PM me if easier/more discreet.
As my overdose attempt was known to both police and emergency services, I would be very worried that possible detection of any attempts to import/purchase items for suicide might lead to an involuntary hospitalisation and the loss of opportunity to catch the bus.
Many thanks in advance, and it's great to have found such a knowledgeable community like this one.
Autumnal