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RideOrDie
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- Aug 30, 2022
- 15
I'm planning to attempt tonight, but I had this conversation with my mom about suicide and going to hell. Then she asks me where's the peace in that? She also goes to say that it's not going to be peaceful because I'd leave people and make them suffer the loss. She tells me I'm being selfish, but I honestly can't take it anymore, if only they'd look at our perspective too. I did try my best to hold on as long as I can for them. I know that she's trying to scare me, and I think it's getting in my head, but I really want to go and end all of this. The sinking feeling just keeps growing everyday. I'm asking for someone to at least reassure me that there's nothing, and it's going to be non-existence. That there's nothing to be afraid of.