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TragedyBornCrimson

TragedyBornCrimson

I accept my eternal punishment
Oct 19, 2023
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I'll update once over
 
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dinosavr

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and if i’m turning blue, please, don’t save me 🌛
Dec 14, 2023
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How did it go? Any luck?
 
TragedyBornCrimson

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I accept my eternal punishment
Oct 19, 2023
244
Best I could get was Zofran([Ondansetron Hydrochloride) 24 count 4 mg each, I guess it will do even though it doesn't target dopamine receptors. The doctor said that Metoclopramide can have really bad side effects so she didn't want me on it. I didn't want to argue about it either so I'm stuck with Zofran
How did it go? Any luck?
I got Zofran, I probably could get metoclopramide in a future appointment if I say that Zofran isn't helping, I just don't have much time for that, and lying is exhausting.
It cost 129 dollars for the appointment, I didn't use insurance
Either way I have no choice but to ctb with zofran, at least its something to help with the extreme nausea I will likely face when I choose to ctb
 
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myusername890

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Jan 24, 2023
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Best I could get was Zofran([Ondansetron Hydrochloride) 24 count 4 mg each, I guess it will do even though it doesn't target dopamine receptors. The doctor said that Metoclopramide can have really bad side effects so she didn't want me on it. I didn't want to argue about it either so I'm stuck with Zofran

I got Zofran, I probably could get metoclopramide in a future appointment if I say that Zofran isn't helping, I just don't have much time for that, and lying is exhausting.
It cost 129 dollars for the appointment, I didn't use insurance
Either way I have no choice but to ctb with zofran, at least its something to help with the extreme nausea I will likely face when I choose to ctb
May I ask what were the side effects the doctor mentioned meto having?
 
TragedyBornCrimson

TragedyBornCrimson

I accept my eternal punishment
Oct 19, 2023
244
May I ask what were the side effects the doctor mentioned meto having?
Tardive dyskinesia- involuntary movements,supposedly very bad; in a lot of people it becomes a permanent issue. Meto seems to be risky from my point of view in the off chance that you survive. The reviews of long time meto users on Reddit don't look good at all either for a lot of people.
 
FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best.
 
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