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asparagus
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- Mar 4, 2023
- 8
I don't want to die, but at the same time i do. I want to get help, like therapy or something, but I don't know how to. I sh, if my mother finds out or if I tell her i need help, she'll be really hurt, and I don't want to see it so that's another reason i want to CTB. I feel like attempting to CTB is the only way to get help… so are there any methods that have a high chance of surviving?