Attempting in the near future

[Jaffa]

Last attempt was 6 years ago and was partial hanging, felt peaceful unfortunately the rope broke, however the knots held.

Without going into detail why, but I feel I can no longer go on, I'm scared of partial hanging again in case I fail / family find me. I don't know why I'm scared but I do 100% want out, jumping isn't an option as I'd back out. Was thinking OD as I've recently been drinking a large amount of alcohol on a daily basis. Here's what I got at the moment so what effect would these have.

24 x 500mg paracetamol
16 x 200mg ibuprofen
14 x 25mg amitriptyline
Handful of tranquilyne

I'd be using alcohol whiskey, cider and if need be cocaine which is a possiblity too.

Thoughts?

Thank you

 

[RoloTomasi]

OD has a high chance of failure, I recommend a backup method, like partial suspension which would've been succesful if it weren't for the rope.

 

[Jaffa]

Do want something fairly quick, peaceful and painless. In the UK so not sure apart from partial suspension and OD what a good way would be, before partial hanging would plenty of alcohol and a few painkillers b relaxing enough to stop the survival instinct or second thoughts?

 

[Shay]

Have to be careful bc the drugs and or alcohol may cause you not to execute right.

 

[RoloTomasi]

It would surely help, and you already have experience with your previous attempt. I think partial susp is a very good method, especially if you already know how to actually do it.

 

[Avicii]

sureky paracetoml and ibuofen od wont work thats why there so easy to buy no script!!

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

I fail'd an OD , the aftermath is nasty!

 

[nitz]

Fentanyl is the answer.

 

[weedoge]

Last attempt was 6 years ago and was partial hanging, felt peaceful unfortunately the rope broke, however the knots held.

Without going into detail why, but I feel I can no longer go on, I'm scared of partial hanging again in case I fail / family find me. I don't know why I'm scared but I do 100% want out, jumping isn't an option as I'd back out. Was thinking OD as I've recently been drinking a large amount of alcohol on a daily basis. Here's what I got at the moment so what effect would these have.

24 x 500mg paracetamol
16 x 200mg ibuprofen
14 x 25mg amitriptyline
Handful of tranquilyne

I'd be using alcohol whiskey, cider and if need be cocaine which is a possiblity too.

Thoughts?

Thank you

The same as I say to everyone overdosing can be reliable if you get the cocktail correct. Amitriptyline for example is deadly, but you need about 7g of the stuff and an antiemetic. Nobody can really tell you what this cocktail will do but I don't think it will bring about a death, especially a peaceful one.

Sorry and good luck.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Here In the US states are having difficulty acquiring a lethal cocktail for executions. Some states are looking a bringing back fusillading
(firing squads)

 

[Jaffa]

Thanks all, I'll stick with alcohol and rope then.

 

[weedoge]

Thanks all, I'll stick with alcohol and rope then.

I hate to say it because I could never hang myself but.. yeah this is almost definitely more reliable than your od. Safe travels.

 

[weedoge]

Here In the US states are having difficulty acquiring a lethal cocktail for executions. Some states are looking a bringing back fusillading
(firing squads)

If that's the case people might want to get their N in soon, pretty sure its the same or very similar stuff used in executions.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

If that's the case people might want to get their N in soon, pretty sure its the same or very similar stuff used in executions.

last month a state used a cocktail including fetanyl , the guy did die but the state is being sued by the manufactures

 

[weedoge]

last month a state used a cocktail including fetanyl , the guy did die but the state is being sued by the manufactures

Damn crazy they used fentanyl

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Damn crazy they used fentanyl

no shit they are struggling to kill these people

 

[Shay]

I'm reading a lot on rope and knots. I read a climber article and they talk about knots weakening the rope. I'm glad I read it because it explains why people's rope breaks

 

[Jaffa]

I'm reading a lot on rope and knots. I read a climber article and they talk about knots weakening the rope. I'm glad I read it because it explains why people's rope breaks

I work In a job that requires rope work, it wasn't down to the knots I used, a knot will weaken a rope if it's not tied correctly, mine snapped in the middle where there was no knot, it was an old cheap rope so that would be why it snapped but I took a chance. I used a bowline to anchor and a running bowline for the noose, the centre of the rope is what broke, but when it did I was already passed out, I think it just scares me doing it again as I want something instant and quick

 

[transgenderfailure]

last month a state used a cocktail including fetanyl , the guy did die but the state is being sued by the manufactures

what was the cocktail exactly? and did he take it orally?

 

[Shay]

I work In a job that requires rope work, it wasn't down to the knots I used, a knot will weaken a rope if it's not tied correctly, mine snapped in the middle where there was no knot, it was an old cheap rope so that would be why it snapped but I took a chance. I used a bowline to anchor and a running bowline for the noose, the centre of the rope is what broke, but when it did I was already passed out, I think it just scares me doing it again as I want something instant and quick

Do I think the knots weakened the rope in the middle? Sorry I'm not experienced with ropes. And what type of rope did you use that broke? What is best (I heard manilla or hemp). And one last question... how long do you think it takes for partial? I heard it was relatively quick (passing out within 30 seconds) and 20 to 30 min before death

 

[Jaffa]

Do I think the knots weakened the rope in the middle? Sorry I'm not experienced with ropes. And what type of rope did you use that broke? What is best (I heard manilla or hemp). And one last question... how long do you think it takes for partial? I heard it was relatively quick (passing out within 30 seconds) and 20 to 30 min before death

Sorry I hope my reply didn't come across as rude, I used poly prop rope, it was in a worn condition though not new. Manila rope is very strong and is better for sure but I never had that at the time. When I attempted 6 years ago I put pressure into the rope and within 20-30 seconds I passed out and felt nothing, only had some flashes of images from my life and then woke up with a headache where I'd hit the ground as the rope had snapped but it was quick and painless.

The only thing that scares me is the environment isn't the happiest or good as it's in my garage so it scares me as to I whether I would go through with it again after a first failed attempt.

 

[Shay]

Sorry I hope my reply didn't come across as rude, I used poly prop rope, it was in a worn condition though not new. Manila rope is very strong and is better for sure but I never had that at the time. When I attempted 6 years ago I put pressure into the rope and within 20-30 seconds I passed out and felt nothing, only had some flashes of images from my life and then woke up with a headache where I'd hit the ground as the rope had snapped but it was quick and painless.

The only thing that scares me is the environment isn't the happiest or good as it's in my garage so it scares me as to I whether I would go through with it again after a first failed attempt.

Not rude at all. You've been so helpful especially because you work with rope you know a lot more. I just have to practice knots bc I don't want to mess up. And ill test it by putting body weight on it and pulling on it to see if it can withstand thrashing.

 

[Jaffa]

Not rude at all. You've been so helpful especially because you work with rope you know a lot more. I just have to practice knots bc I don't want to mess up. And ill test it by putting body weight on it and pulling on it to see if it can withstand thrashing.

The knots I used was bowline to anchor and a running bowline for the noose, which is literally the same as a bowline but you pull the loop back through the rope to create a noose and it worked within seconds. I felt peaceful but just wanted to know if there was another easier method because after the first attempt it's scared me if I fail again

 

[Shay]

Did you have any side effects from the fail?

 

[Jaffa]

Did you have any side effects from the fail?

Yeah I did, nothing major, but I now have slight blurry vision in my right eye, and also I'm now very forgetful, which since my failed attempt has also caused my depression and anxiety which I didn't have before.

 

[Shay]

Yeah I did, nothing major, but I now have slight blurry vision in my right eye, and also I'm now very forgetful, which since my failed attempt has also caused my depression and anxiety which I didn't have before.

I'm sorry.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

what was the cocktail exactly? and did he take it orally?

google it

 

[Morning Angel]

ODing won't work with most of the drugs you have, except for amitryptiline and you would need another drug to keep it down. You will risk liver damage/failure. If money is an issue you will have to pick a cheaper method but it won't be painless. Cheaper methods are generally more painful or violent (jumping, hanging).

 

[PatKat]

Last attempt was 6 years ago and was partial hanging, felt peaceful unfortunately the rope broke, however the knots held.

Without going into detail why, but I feel I can no longer go on, I'm scared of partial hanging again in case I fail / family find me. I don't know why I'm scared but I do 100% want out, jumping isn't an option as I'd back out. Was thinking OD as I've recently been drinking a large amount of alcohol on a daily basis. Here's what I got at the moment so what effect would these have.

24 x 500mg paracetamol
16 x 200mg ibuprofen
14 x 25mg amitriptyline
Handful of tranquilyne

I'd be using alcohol whiskey, cider and if need be cocaine which is a possiblity too.

Thoughts?

Thank you

That wont work...

 

[throwaway123]

ODs rarely work