Venting Attempted today via amygdalin

[walkawayfromlite]

Mixed crushed bitter apricot kernels into fruit juice with added sweetner.
I only had 2 sips it made my drug induced hallucinations worse for little bit and so i stopped and didnt finish it. i wish there were another way without the risk of being found and saved which is why i wont hang my self.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting a way to be free from this existence, it's just so cruel to me how trying to die can go wrong and lead to worse suffering, such happening is exactly what I personally fear, I wish there's the option to simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[walkawayfromlite]

Thank you kind soul.