Discussion At what time of the day do you guys feel the most suicidal?

[TheMetalhead]

For me that would be late evening, night.
I feel like that's the ''best'' moment to be sad as I think most would agree?

 

[AllFoxedOut]

i feel a few seconds of bliss waking up. then I realise I'm still alive. i realise I'm still here. despair sets in and i want to CTB in those moments.

throughout the day i usually improve slightly. but at night I get the "sundowning" effect. back to full blown despair. so the cycle repeats

 

[roboteulogy]

i usually get worse as the day goes by but some days i just wanna be gone from the moment i wake up

 

[XenoPyo]

When I wake up and when I hit the sack.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Morning, day, evening, and night.

 

[nadia225]

It used to be at night but in the past couple of months immediately when I wake up all day everyday since my date is coming very soon I'm constantly reading articles about my method and thinking about ways to improve it.

 

[TheNihilisticViking]

At random times and to be honest, it drives me insane because the logical and emotional parts of my brain are always fighting against each other. Welcome to the world of being suicidal. I get an escape from it at times for brief periods of time, but the suicidal ideation eventually comes back and it is triggered randomly by almost anything. Uncontrolled basically.

 

[RainLover]

I normally feel the most suicidal from midnight till 6AM, when the sun is down really, it just gets too peaceful

 

[jbear824]

All day. Night time is the only time I feel okay.

 

[Sp3nza]

Either when I just wake up or late at night

 

[treetop.grazer]

Always morning, but usually after a walk in the woods and then the distraction of work the immediate feelings of dread are pushed back for a little while. If I'm ever left alone though they come back

 

[6sad6grl6]

Anytime after 9pm but mostly between 12-4am broad, but isn't it an all day, all night, every waking moment thing?

 

[BlazingBob]

Mornings because everyday I wake up feeling like complete shit because I can't get restorative sleep because of a neurological disease I have. Sleep makes me more tired. How the hell am I supposed to live with that? Sleep is detrimental for me.

 

[risanya]

either at work or right before bed, i sometimes feel sorta happy when i wake up which is weird lol

 

[sensation86]

At night

 

[Im my own Catalyst]

Mostly when I'm not doing anything with my friends but I still do get the thoughts when I'm with my friends

 

[wristcutangel]

suicidal since i wake up, but it usually worsens by the night. although i've been feeling horrible from the get-go today, so not sure how much worse it can get.

 

[numbed one]

For me that would be late evening, night.
I feel like that's the ''best'' moment to be sad as I think most would agree?

Same here

 

[outrider567]

24/7

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm always wishing for eternal sleep no matter the time of the day because after all there's nothing desirable about existing, only death can bring me the relief I search for, it just sounds so peaceful to sleep eternally.

 

[アホペンギン]

All. Day. Long. I feel sad literally all day, from the moment I wake up until I fall asleep. It truly sucks but i try to manage.
But, my suicidal ideation is usually a lot stronger than normal when someone I knew successfully ctb, its happening quite regularly now, unfortunately…

 

[lebrodude]

Morning when I wake up.
There's like a second or two when I feel normal then I feel the anxiety explode within me.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

All day

 

[tieiwi]

In the past it used to be at night when there's nothing to distract me from my thoughts. But now it's starting to be in the morning when I first wake up. I dream a lot and I have usually dream about stuff that makes me happy. So when I wake up I have a couple seconds of bliss where I have no idea about my reality, if that makes sense. And then my mind fills up with all these memories and I feel sad again. That's the worst feeling for me.

 

[AerialBoundaries]

When I try to sleep. It hurts my heart.

 

[To-Equestria]

When I'm at work. outside of that i'm not sure, it comes and goes

 

[LikeAPendulum]

For me, the monsters always come out at night.

This makes sleep difficult.

 

[cherrypiegonnadie]

I struggle especially in the morning. It's like i wake up and i dont want to participate.
It has lately been slightly better but it's so tempting to just give in to the desire to simply stay in bed for all eternity.
Also like washing myself up and getting ready for the day with my skin care, showering and brushing teeth is just a whole ordeal that i need to force myself to, i mainly rest after getting through all that because it exhausts and drains me so much that i gotta rest a little afterwards. It's always a problem even when i have a phase where i feel better.

 

[TheSource]

Right when I wake up. I'm immediately aware that I'm alive and I have to participate in existing. It tends to calm down as I find ways to distract myself throughout the day. It doesn't calm down much, though.

 

[nicotine_goblin]

For me it's from morning to early evening, first half of the day, that's when depression is worst for me. I believe I have a thing called diurnal mood variation. Waking up to the weight of existence crushing me. In the evening I typically feel slightly better