Due to all that I have experienced, I have come to this conclusion: The reason people, such as myself, don't qualify for assisted suicide despite mentally suffering/physically suffering in extreme pain (but not "painful enough" to qualify for Physician-Assisted Suicide) is so they have someone to treat like shit/enjoy watching suffer - I haven't seen ANY EVIDENCE to say otherwise. They won't help make someone better, just continue to treat them like shit. I have said this to people in authority who only want to hear that I won't kill myself; they don't care why nor will they do anything to help me:
"I am suicidal. I have been since I was nine years old. I have tried several things but failed and there is nothing left for me to try. You made it clear that the factors as to why I'm suicidal don't matter when I tried to explain one of them. You only care if I will be alive for tomorrow so people can treat me like shit. I am basically an animal in the zoo, behind a cage, waiting for more people to stare, say nasty things to, and about." I have said this numerous times and, instead of proving that I'm wrong, I get the response, "I'm sorry you feel this way/we're sorry we can't do anything".
In 2021 I said this to a man that was supposedly a mental health worker in a Mobile Crisis Unit van that came to my home. Instead of anything being done to show that my statement wasn't true, I was told "we're sorry we can't do anything" (aka "we don't give a fuck") in a nasty tone. I ended the conversation shortly after - I was in this Mobile Crisis Unit van and left.
If there was actual help given/I was listened to and not dismissed I would not feel this way nor would I post this. Unfortunately, this is the response I am given and, since no help is given/they only care that I won't end my life, I would not feel that the reason people such as myself don't qualify is because they need someone to treat like shit/watch suffer.