I am pretty sure i am ASPD, not like a psychopath extreme low emotional intensity but low, i used to feel very suicidal sad a year ago, and i kept losing emotional intensity daily since then with bad headches and shit, i feel good relatively but still wish i was dead.. People with ASPD would commit suicide bc of chronic severe physical pain or i guess maybe lose of control over their lives. I want to kms rn bc i am ugly and the game is rigged on looks so it is annoying asf and have no control over it which is also boring bc who wants to play a rigged game that ik the outcome of, i am still pissed off over past suffering and shit. Sometimes i get very low emotional intensity like a psychopath so idc that much anymore so probably it will pass since i still lose emotional intensity daily. When i feel like a psychopath i don t consider suicide anymore bc to me living is the same as suicide, meaningless, it is hard to put into words but i just don t care bc dying doesn t solve or make me escape anything at all, my life is whatever, i don t see suicide as an escape then since it is same as living. So someone with ASPD would probably only commit suicide from being very physically ill in chronic pain daily but it will be quick and emotionless, like whatever, i have to do this.. Highly unlikely from boredom or life being pointless bc you are kinda like a dog, just live for sake of living and don t care..