Discussion Ashamed of saying goodbye and coming back....

[Worsethangarbage]

I always feel shameful and like a attention whore whenever I say, I am going to ctb and go off but come back here. It's painful and I feel like I am just asking people to care for me when they don't have any obligations to do so. I am just asking for free care and kind words which are wasted on me. It hurts me when people say "oh you are here so you must be seeking help. Since if you were truly going to die, why would you bother to tell it to everyone"....I am tired of hearing that. Does anyone relate to it?

 

[JazzyWolfWhistle]

I'm tired and can't read your post but I want to say don't be ashamed.

 

[Terminally drunk]

at least your honest.

 

[2 be or not]

Hi WTG,

Some people are not worth trying to please, especially judgmental people who don't have the empathy or capacity to walk a mile in another person's shoes. You are not a reflection of their shallow opinion of who you are based on your ability (or inability) to ctb. That would be shallow reasoning and a shallow person who makes such judgments; they are not worth expending your energy on.

I can't exactly relate because I generally don't tell anyone outside of this forum of my view on self-deliverance and I know the survival instinct is built into my psyche; it takes a strong internal drive and iron will to succeed. Try not to let the opinion of shallow people who cannot relate to you be your guiding view of your own self-worth.

I think you are precious.

TBorN

 

[Worsethangarbage]

I guess, I will just ask to be banned.

 

[Misunderstood]

I wrote a goodbye post in October but now I'm back. This is my first post since...

 

[Aesthler]

I think a lot of us have been in the same boat. I made a goodbye post before too, it was mostly just updates on my plan of action that never happened. I know me personally I won't be making another post saying goodbye but even if you make a few I'm sure you'd be welcomed back with open arms every time.

 

[21Neberg]

You don't have to be ashamed at all. Suicide isn't easy at all, and many fail their first attempt.

 

[mattwitt]

You don't have to be ashamed at all. Suicide isn't easy at all, and many fail their first attempt.

Statistically 24 out of every 25 attempts are fails.

http://www.mentalhealthamerica.net/suicide