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pariah80

Arcanist
Aug 12, 2024
404
No. It's an eventuality of life. Why fear it?
 
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lanet392

Member
Oct 17, 2024
7
at this point in my life, I'm afraid to die but I'm also afraid to live. The ever optimist side of my brain says everything is going to be great but the realist part says it's never been so why would it start now.
same heređź«‚
 
hungryhamster

hungryhamster

Member
Oct 16, 2024
9
yeah im pretty scared to die, even as someone who doesn't believe in the afterlife or anything. i think the idea of just not existing is terrifying, ive had anxiety attacks just thinking about it.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
All I know is my existence, what I've lived and what I know, so the idea of dying and going into the unknown voluntarily hurts my mind. Although death is peaceful, and I believe that what comes after it is nothingness, my mind still rejects the idea.
Of course. I'm awfully afraid of the unknown, especially when it poses as nothingness.
Same, Although logically it is the best possibility for me.
 
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ctb2soble

The people who never frown eventually breakdown
Sep 29, 2024
89
Myself and a few people I know had some paranormal experiences happen to us all individually after one of my ex boyfriends died. I no longer fear death and actually look forward to escaping to what I view as the final frontier for mankind.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I'm not scared of death as I actually think that death is blissful and peaceful when comparing it counterfactually to life. However, what does scare me is the process that I'd have to go through to reach death (i.e. dying). I'm immensely scared of dying because of the pain required to go through the dying process. Also, like everybody else here, I'm immensely scared of life and the risk of suffering extremely in the future
 
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Student Of Death

Member
May 16, 2024
15
Yes, I am scared to die.
 
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MisterOGBongWater

MisterOGBongWater

Student
Aug 30, 2023
147
There's a fear of the unknown, but I've accepted it. I'm more scared to live the rest of my life
 
kyuuketsuki

kyuuketsuki

weeb & neet ♡
Oct 8, 2023
188
honestly yes, but i'm working on overcoming this fear. i know it'll happen sooner or later and i need to come to terms with it.
 
BecomingDiamond

BecomingDiamond

"Happiness isn't a Luxury." -C
Sep 25, 2024
19
I failed a few years ago, I was and still am very scared of death itself, and the aftermath of it. I felt that since I failed I was dumb to even try anyway and I'm supposed to stay here and suffer basically.
 
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bxfreedom

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Oct 17, 2024
1
Yes and no, probably because I truly don't know what happens after dying and maybe believing in reincarnation is a coping mechanism for me lolz also cause sometimes I cling onto false hope that things could get better and if I CTB I might miss the chance, but this has never happened it's actually just gotten worse.
 
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Celestial Squirrel

New Member
May 3, 2024
2
No, I'm not afraid to die. Since I believe in reincarnation, I'd fathom I've done it countless times over what has been centuries.

Life, however, has me ever-fearful on an existential level at this point. Given all that's happened to me, this isn't surprising.
 
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__dystop1a__

__dystop1a__

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Jul 30, 2024
24
Not at all anymore. I am scared of living like this.
 
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beardyoldcorpse

Member
Jan 4, 2024
35
I think most people are scared of dying a painful death…..if it was just like turning off a light switch it would be easier! The reality is we're all going to die at some stage …..and when life becomes painful enough then death is hopefully the relief!
 
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Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,326
Not of death itself. A bit scared of hurting my loved ones but I can bypass that sometimes. I'm most scared of the physical pain of dying.
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,917
Not death itself.but the pain and anxiety during it
No, I'm not afraid to die. Since I believe in reincarnation, I'd fathom I've done it countless times over what has been centuries.

Life, however, has me ever-fearful on an existential level at this point. Given all that's happened to me, this isn't surprising.
I imagine I've probably ctb in past lives
 
8more2go

8more2go

Be nice, This is my first time being alive
Jul 15, 2024
7
Terrified. I'm scared I'll attempt and pussy out and just make myself sadder. I'm scared of fucking it up and just hurting myself and scaring everyone and permanently losing my chance. I'm scared of what will happen when I'm gone. I believe with all my heart that once the deed is done there will be nothing, pure oblivion, but it's my doubts as a living being that make it scary, not death itself.

But I think I'm more scared of rotting away living. Of becoming boring, of falling into line with the rest of the world. The rest of my life being monotonous labor. I can feel I've peaked, so why bother.
 

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