I'm dealing with this kind of thing right now and am getting desperate. I'm on the verge of getting kicked out of my emotionally abusive family's home, have no money or job, CPTSD, and a serious chronic illness, but sadly one that is not likely to kill me for years, if at all. I'm so afraid to try and fail.
My family wants to hospitalize me and I've managed to avoid it to now. I think the fight with my mom and stepdad today was the last straw and I need to go. I have never tried and don't know if I have access to any methods that would work. I have tons of psych meds & insulin. I don't want to do anything physically violent to myself but I'm not afraid of pain.