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PurplePerson

PurplePerson

I want to be wanted
Nov 8, 2025
36
I know there's a lot of sad things on here, but i like being there for people, so I ask, Are you okay?

If you want, we could talk about any problem you have. Im not the best at convos but I'll try for anyone who needs to talk about anything!
 
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scenecore fan

scenecore fan

I'm permanently broken.
Jan 26, 2026
20
Personally i feel like absolute shit, but thanks for asking đź«‚
 
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Asya

Asya

I hate the world and everything in it.
Mar 17, 2026
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GremlinCan56

GremlinCan56

Student
Nov 12, 2025
104
I wish, but no not really at all.
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,851
No I'm not okay at all but I do appreciate your concern.

My problem is that my sinuses drain down my throat and it makes me gag badly enough that I have thrown up because of it. This problem tormented me all through my childhood and teenage years until I got a surgery on my nose that seemed to fix it for several years.

Unfortunately in just the last couple of years the problem came back with a vengeance and it's gotten progressively worse. Now it's so bad I can't even do my job when I'm at work and it's nearly impossible to enjoy my time off when I'm at home. Out of all the problems I've had this is the one that's going to do me in. It's the reason I'm going to exit in a couple months.
 
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PurplePerson

PurplePerson

I want to be wanted
Nov 8, 2025
36
No I'm not okay at all but I do appreciate your concern.

My problem is that my sinuses drain down my throat and it makes me gag badly enough that I have thrown up because of it. This problem tormented me all through my childhood and teenage years until I got a surgery on my nose that seemed to fix it for several years.

Unfortunately in just the last couple of years the problem came back with a vengeance and it's gotten progressively worse. Now it's so bad I can't even do my job when I'm at work and it's nearly impossible to enjoy my time off when I'm at home. Out of all the problems I've had this is the one that's going to do me in. It's the reason I'm going to exit in a couple months.
Hey hey, Im so sorry you are dealing with all of that, and I have no idea what you are dealing with, but your life matters. I know im not the best person preach this but maybe rethink.
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
262
i feel sad anxious and very lonely. and i feel very bad about myself.
 
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pelicanportal

pelicanportal

life could have been beautiful
Jan 28, 2026
133
this is a lot to take on, very kind of you but dont burn yourself out :heart:
 
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TheTwelthRootOfTwo

TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
294
I'm doing better than I was a couple weeks ago but still can't stop obsessing and fantasizing about my suicide. It's slowly destroying me and I'm totally helpless.
 
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PurplePerson

PurplePerson

I want to be wanted
Nov 8, 2025
36
I'm doing better than I was a couple weeks ago but still can't stop obsessing and fantasizing about my suicide. It's slowly destroying me and I'm totally helpless.
Im glad to hear your doing better! I hope things keep looking up for you!
 
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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
372
What about u how r u feeling
 
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PurplePerson

PurplePerson

I want to be wanted
Nov 8, 2025
36
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SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
79
After everything I've gone through? I shouldn't be but copium is an amazing drug so I'm okay. Most of the times 👍

You?
 
SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Elementalist
May 28, 2024
899
As Jelly Roll put it, "I'm not okay, but it's all gonna be alright."

So many responsibilities, almost no money, and I want to sleep and never leave my apartment again.
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,851
Hey hey, Im so sorry you are dealing with all of that, and I have no idea what you are dealing with, but your life matters. I know im not the best person preach this but maybe rethink.
I know you mean well but my suffering and right to self determination matter too. I'm leaving when I'm ready but thanks for trying to help.
 
Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

Unbearable pain
Jul 23, 2022
4,881
I know you mean well but my suffering and right to self determination matter too. I'm leaving when I'm ready but thanks for trying to help.
Nice (or "nice") to see a post from you after quite a while. Sorry things are bad. I wasn't aware of that problem of yours but I can commiserate.
 
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