Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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Nights are hell and I don't know why I feel so uncomfortable.
 
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endless_pain

Student
Apr 16, 2023
136
For me is in the morning and after lunch, it is like dying, while most evenings I feel somewhat better just to be fooled that the next day is the same
 
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Infelix-Cat

Infelix-Cat

Member
Mar 1, 2023
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definitely at night. Pretty much all of my attempts are at night and I always feel depressed when the sun sets. I feel like I wasted another day.
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
All day; chronic suicidal ideation does not have a down time—it is every waking moment for me. I only sleep because I've passed out from either fatigue or mental anguish.
I attempt a suicide method at least once a day, but I mostly self harm throughout the day, unfortunately, it is also an outlet for my pain as much as writing.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
All day; chronic suicidal ideation does not have a down time—it is every waking moment for me. I only sleep because I've passed out from either fatigue or mental anguish.
I attempt a suicide method at least once a day, but I mostly self harm throughout the day, unfortunately, it is also an outlet for my pain as much as writing.
Every day you attempt? What did you try today?
 
Das Nichts

Das Nichts

Dead Man Walking
Apr 8, 2023
521
Does not really affect me. Although I generaly feel more comfortable at night.
 
Mortalist

Mortalist

Member
Apr 19, 2023
57
Not allways, but usually in the late hours of a day.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
It depends. Sometimes, I just want to do it in broad daylight. Night is just so peaceful. Death whispers to me in the night. I love the hours between 1 and 4am.
 
LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,989
I'm often out hunting lone hikers and small groups of campers at nights so l usually at my lowest between 5am and 8am, however pickings have been slim lately so l might have to scope out a fresh hunting ground after l've finished cleaning up the current location 🐺🥩🍗
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
I'm always wishing to be gone every waking moment as of course me being suicidal is the natural reaction to being conscious and aware. I wouldn't really say that there is a particular time of day where I'm more suicidal, no matter what I will always wish to be free from the hell that is existing, the thought of permanent nonexistence where everything is forgotten about certainly is so ideal.
 
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StaticCryBabye

StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
188
Definitely at daytime. for me night is the most calming time, night-time is just so beautiful and magnificent, the quiet and stillness it brings, the glistening of stars in the clear sky, the tranquil atmosphere, and the sense of peace it brings is truly beautiful.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
I'm suicidal in the day, especially in the afternoon. In the night I feel safe - no people around and no uneccessary noises.
 
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wiltingorchid

Student
Apr 16, 2023
136
Definitely at night. I luckily can talk to my boyfriend on my phone for a couple of hours, but especially when he has no time I feel horrible.
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
The first half of the day is more miserable to me. When the sun's out, I feel worse about wasting away in my room everyday. I cope better at night time.
 
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sugarmagnolia

sugarmagnolia

Member
Apr 4, 2023
26
not necessarily suicidal but i typically get thoughts that occasionally spiral into such at night since I seem to more easily trigger myself then? something stupid like that.
 
BringMeToLife

BringMeToLife

I'm stuck in here
Apr 13, 2023
174
During the day. At night I calm down and go to sleep, so I have no way to think about suicide. I don't dream about it.
 
Haruka

Haruka

the most beautiful angel
Mar 24, 2023
168
Usually if I'm outside by myself and the weather is particularly nice, like sunny and hot. But when the sun is setting and it's really sunny outside is when I feel the most suicidal. Also if I stay awake past midnight usually.
 
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soolka

soolka

ʚ♡ɞ killing me softly ʚ♡ɞ
Apr 13, 2023
70
nights and early mornings are the worst foe me. during the day im atleast somewhat distracted
 
JJMaynard97

JJMaynard97

JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to Say Bye Bye!!
Mar 17, 2023
100
For me, I'd say the day, I hate them. I go over the field and that's when the darkness loons!
 

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