
Zegers
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2021
- 1,758
I can't remember the last time I felt enthusiastic or hopeful about something.
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Do you feel excited or hopeful about this? idk is like i can't feel positive emotionsI want to do some stuff before
yeah, even blessed in a good life, doesnt sound like a placid place to stay much time.world is a mess
Just beat games I bought and got as gifts, read and watch some stuff... Yup, that's all. Of course I love and I get excited about it, those are an entertainment, relief and passion for me, but my aspirations and expectations of tomorrow are suicide, I have no desire to live long term, tormented and unwilling to rearrange my borrowed life.Do you feel excited or hopeful about this? idk is like i can't feel positive emotions
Thank you for so briefly summarizing what I find so infuriating about people's attitudes towards my life and persistent encouragement that I'm strong for continuing to endure what has never been a choice.Lol. No. . . I've never really been enthusiastic about the future and definitely not now. There are some things I would like to do before ctb but realistically won't happen. Forcing things and pretending sucks anyway. Technically you could crawl up a hill without any legs by only using your arms and torso but why would you? What's the point? What's at the top? Everybody wants to reach the top but how far is it from the bottom?