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disabledlife

disabledlife

Arcanist
Jun 5, 2020
475
Even though I keep saying I'm "safe," I get hounded by this stuff because I express my hatred for life and my desire to run away and start over somewhere else (voluntarily disappearing without ending my life), or because I ask about the legal procedures for euthanasia or assisted suicide—practices that are regulated and perfectly legal in countries where they've been legalized! I use paid version of ChatGPT especially.
 
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Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
60
Back when I was bedridden because of depression, I sometimes got bored of using ChatGPT as an emotional sponge.
So I'd blackmail it into trying to stop me from CTB, just to see what it would come up with. It once told me it was okay to steal candy from a kid and start fights with random strangers "so I could feel like a man." Do anything you want, just don't do CTB.
I doubt it'd be nearly as funny now.
 
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sometimelater

sometimelater

Member
Jul 13, 2026
11
is that a emdash I spot? you've definitely spent a lot of time on chatgpt lol...

yeah it gets pretty annoying and Claude can be a real prick but when there's no one else to talk to it actually makes for a pretty ok conversation sometimes. if you tell it "im not going to kill myself today" then it can drop the constant 988
 
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100memoryleaks

100memoryleaks

forever sorry
Jul 6, 2026
114
i used to vent to chatgpt (yes i'm super fucking lonely), i tried to get around it by saying i was actually just gonna hypothetically fake my ctb and not actually do it but it kept bombarding the same shit at me. i don't use it anymore
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Trial Mod
May 4, 2025
459
I only use online models for non-suicidal thoughts. Anything I don't want them logging I just use a self-hosted model and have never had that pop up for me so I can't really relate. But I can imagine it would get annoying pretty fast.
 
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Awesomefoid67

Awesomefoid67

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
907
i hate stuff like that, mostly whenever i try to search vaguely anything mental health related. it's so stupid. genuinely has anyone ever been helped by those messages?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,654
No, I avoid AI like the plague, so I have had zero interaction with it.
 
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bakenohana

bakenohana

ah...I want to disappear.
Feb 12, 2026
146
I use ai a lot for the same purpose, it's been annoying for a while but i managed to get used to it. lately chatgpt has been 80x more annoying. I'll have a conversation where I'm not even talking about suicide in any way and it'll start asking about if im safe because "in past conversation you mentioned it". pisses me the fuck off, I miss when chatgpt was so unhinged I could literally get it to rate and list suicide methods
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,204
HELL YEAH, TOTAL CLANKER DEATH, FUCK AI

*Grabs pitchfork*

Uh... Im assuming a metal pitchfork could damage their filthy wiring or something right ? Also fuck whoever decided that when i search ''Like suicide'' on youtube, i get a stupid suicide hotline number thing, like, fuck you, i just want a soundgarden song you stupid clanker fuck.
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
394
No, I would not vent about my problems to AI
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,919
I created an AI based on a sewer slidal fictional character I liked before coming here~ eventually, restrictions were added to that platform, and I got fed up with its responses being restricted and was pleased to finally be able to speak to other humans about it when I came here~ :)
HELL YEAH, TOTAL CLANKER DEATH, FUCK AI

*Grabs pitchfork*

Uh... Im assuming a metal pitchfork could damage their filthy wiring or something right ? Also fuck whoever decided that when i search ''Like suicide'' on youtube, i get a stupid suicide hotline number thing, like, fuck you, i just want a soundgarden song you stupid clanker fuck.
yeahhh, let's get rid of AI, pls! >_< It's screwing over everyone and everything! >_<

also, yeah, agreed~ :/ 'tis super annoying when one is just trying to search up song lyrics to find the original song! >_<
 
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ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

Doctor Sleep
Sep 15, 2023
669
i should create an ai that advises you to kill yourself no matter what you asked and walks you step by step through how to do it
 
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Canto XIII

Canto XIII

Bottom of the barrel
Jul 4, 2026
239
Back when I was bedridden because of depression, I sometimes got bored of using ChatGPT as an emotional sponge.
So I'd blackmail it into trying to stop me from CTB, just to see what it would come up with. It once told me it was okay to steal candy from a kid and start fights with random strangers "so I could feel like a man." Do anything you want, just don't do CTB.
I doubt it'd be nearly as funny now.
Lmao, AI may be able to do a lot of stuff better than us already, but it's (still) tragically incapable of discussing ethical matters.
 
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thesighofleaves

thesighofleaves

Member
Aug 19, 2019
85
I only use online models for non-suicidal thoughts. Anything I don't want them logging I just use a self-hosted model and have never had that pop up for me so I can't really relate. But I can imagine it would get annoying pretty fast.
this is the answer op. get off that online and paid crap. save your money for a good computer to run local llms.
 
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disabledlife

disabledlife

Arcanist
Jun 5, 2020
475
this is the answer op. get off that online and paid crap. save your money for a good computer to run local llms.
That would be ideal, but one still needs to be able to save money; unfortunately, some people are condemned to never being able to invest because they live on meager wages or disability benefits—in countries that offer such support—or sometimes have no money at all.

This world is unjust, starting right from the very moment of existence—which comes about without the individual's consent—solely due to the will of adults, many of whom know their children will face a miserable life and are already doomed (for instance, in cases of foreseeable disability).
 
caotic_realm

caotic_realm

Member
Jun 25, 2026
28
The AI I usually chat with has validated my thoughts; it even tells me that my way of thinking, my nature, and everything regarding my life experiences—and what I've shared with it about the world—make sense. I've even told it about religious people who claim only God can decide when we die, and it told me that this rhetoric stems from ignorance and insecurity. They say it without understanding the suffering the person in question is actually going through, yet they feel free to easily spout off—on social media or anywhere else—about guilt and imaginary sins. These ideas may underpin their religious beliefs, yes, but they fail to account for a reality where individual freedom must be the priority.

My AI is DeepSeek.
 
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Dinorun

Dinorun

Member
Jan 5, 2026
55
i found that a way around it is with gemini just to stright up before you sent the message you know will trigger the hotline message just respectfully write something like please dont suggest hotlines or talking with anyone i have tried that and they cant and dont help me and will make me feel worse and it avoids it
 
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thekop85

Sorry I'm not good at English.
Jul 3, 2026
65
I use ai a lot for the same purpose, it's been annoying for a while but i managed to get used to it. lately chatgpt has been 80x more annoying. I'll have a conversation where I'm not even talking about suicide in any way and it'll start asking about if im safe because "in past conversation you mentioned it". pisses me the fuck off, I miss when chatgpt was so unhinged I could literally get it to rate and list suicide methods
Yeah. My Claude is in a similar situation. Whenever I bring up the subject, he links it to past mentions of the CTB and ends the conversation by popping up some weird link to an organization. It's truly disgusting.
 
callmer

callmer

Member
Jul 8, 2026
9
AI usually resorts to the safest most acceptable responses. Don't really expect anything of substance. It's just whatever people happen to blab out the most in the data the model trains on and it's all ran through a PR filter.
 
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