It's another working and sober day for me so, I'm being serious here lol.
These past weeks, I've been watching lots videos of religion vs atheism, simulation theories, the meaning of life and the universe, what happens after death, etc. I'm just obessesed with these topics because I just want answers of my existence, which of course, I will never probably get.
However, some of the videos I've watched mentioned that there was no origin, that "God", "Nothing" or whatever you wanna call it has always been there.
Our minds are not ready to understand how something can come from nothing so we'll never understand what the hell is going on.
Surprisingly, there's a crazy theory which explains that we're all the same person because there's only one mind/consciousness controlling us, experiencing every single possibility of existing at the same time (past, present and future) and everywhere in this vast universe.
Thus, this makes me feel like sh*t because I'm just an irrelevant tiny parasite and random experience of an asshole who decided to make me go through this weird thing called life and all the bad things that had happened to me. How can he/she/it be so selfish? Is perfection so boring? I mean, I can't find any logic or reasons why they created this cruel and flawed world.
Not all of my hope is lost, though. The simulation theory makes a lot of sense and maybe I'll get the answers I want once I log out (die) from this "game".
What do you think about this? Are you and me the same person? Am I just going crazy? Tell me about it! :)
beyond the theory this is quite possible, I had done in thread concerning this subject which I finally deleted because people made fun of me in their answers.
If you go back to the testimonies of people who have had an experience of near death or an exit from the body, most of them explain that they had this resentment, to be part of one and the same unit, one and the same consciousness.
The testimony of a French medium who at the age of 12 left her body explains that she found herself in the tree in her garden, and that she could feel that the tree had its consciousness, thus that the bee which turned around the tree, that it was in fact the bee at the same time as the tree and that it was at the same time all the living entities that it could perceive in its environment during this body exit experience, with 360 degree vision like flies.
I had explained in my thread that in fact the reality in which we live is only a quantum simulation, created by entities much smarter than humans, death is not death we simply return to the sun (at home) where there is the one and the same consciousness (the same unity), that is to say all of us.
According to ancient Egypt and the book of the dead, the universe is in fact one and the same consciousness, divided into thousands and billions of small parts, us, insects, animals, plants.
When these small parts of consciousness manage to overcome the stages of their different incarnations, then consciousness itself becomes a universe, it is quite complicated to explain but it reasons in me indirectly.