I'm 46 for starters. I feel like I'm too old for TikTok! Probably not true but, I just feel of a different and slower generation. But then, I'll happily watch shorts on YouTube. I think chat sites don't appeal either. Even here. Too fast moving for me. Lol.
There are things in life I would like to have done- canoed around a beautiful coastline, scuba dived or snorkled somewhere beautiful. But my fitness is appaling now. As is my figure and I don't have the resolve to put in the effort to shift the weight and get fitter now. Plus of course- the cost of all that.
I'm also far more lethargic when it comes to work and finding work. I used to be panicking when I was younger- even just a few years back- when I had quieter periods with work. I don't have the finances to support my lazy attitude now but also- I don't care enough. I've changed career directions so many times in life. I feel like I've put myself through so much- considering how afraid I was. I've just reached the stage I'm more tired and sulking from it all.
Plus, I suppose there's this hope I can just tread water now, until I'm able to exit. Life feels as if it's winding down. Which is a relief if I can in fact sustain that. Although, it's going to be so hard to fight against if I end up needing to.
I find I'm not as brave as I used to be. Not that I was all that brave before but, things I used to take a little more in my stride get to me now.
In other ways, I'm hugely immature. I don't care about liking childish things or even behaving immaturely sometimes.
How about you? I suppose mostly for the older members here. Do you feel like you're over the hill with regards to certain things or, is age just a number?
There are things in life I would like to have done- canoed around a beautiful coastline, scuba dived or snorkled somewhere beautiful. But my fitness is appaling now. As is my figure and I don't have the resolve to put in the effort to shift the weight and get fitter now. Plus of course- the cost of all that.
I'm also far more lethargic when it comes to work and finding work. I used to be panicking when I was younger- even just a few years back- when I had quieter periods with work. I don't have the finances to support my lazy attitude now but also- I don't care enough. I've changed career directions so many times in life. I feel like I've put myself through so much- considering how afraid I was. I've just reached the stage I'm more tired and sulking from it all.
Plus, I suppose there's this hope I can just tread water now, until I'm able to exit. Life feels as if it's winding down. Which is a relief if I can in fact sustain that. Although, it's going to be so hard to fight against if I end up needing to.
I find I'm not as brave as I used to be. Not that I was all that brave before but, things I used to take a little more in my stride get to me now.
In other ways, I'm hugely immature. I don't care about liking childish things or even behaving immaturely sometimes.
How about you? I suppose mostly for the older members here. Do you feel like you're over the hill with regards to certain things or, is age just a number?
