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vacillating_ideation

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I want to know what to actually expect and how to prepare to carry it out successfully. Not just a bunch of speculation like "well this ought to work like this". Don't mean to be rude. It's just frustrating trying to find something that will absolutely work that is accessible.
 
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DepressionsAHo

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Have you ever searched the internet lmao?
Just go on liveleak or just type in people hanging themselves and go to videos
 
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Bestgore or documentingreality
 
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Best gore is a good one for that as previously stated but there is also goregrish, death and dementia, and kaotik.com. Kaotik is probably my favorite. Wow, I feel like a fucked up person now.
 
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Best gore is a good one for that as previously stated but there is also goregrish, death and dementia, and kaotik.com. Kaotik is probably my favorite. Wow, I feel like a fucked up person now.
You Are lol me too
 
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whyidon'tknow

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Only been able to find 4-5 videos. Look up hanging fetish videos. Some of them the girls go through all the motions of hanging themselves but are obviously saved
 
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fisil

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Documentingreality is also good with a board and backstorys of the people, but they celebrate it to much i don't like it
 
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I'm also looking for something like this, but involving nitrogen exit bag. I want to see full procedure and aftermath. But i don't want to see any other messy stuff that those websites contain...
 
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In a way I want to see some of these things in preparation for doing it myself, but OTOH I feel uncomfortable at watching deaths.
Difficult.
Anyway, the attached video purports to be the execution of a monster, Amon Goeth, in 1946. There is considerable doubt, in fact, that this is Goeth: it looks more like Ludwig Fischer, another Nazi bigwig in Poland. The film of the actual bodged execution doesn't start until about half way through the clip.

 
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Have you ever searched the internet lmao?
Just go on liveleak or just type in people hanging themselves and go to videos
I have. I spent all night one night last week looking for videos, but most were just people talking about killing themselves. I saw a couple of very short clips of people being executed, but not the executions themselves.
In a way I want to see some of these things in preparation for doing it myself, but OTOH I feel uncomfortable at watching deaths.
Difficult.
Anyway, the attached video purports to be the execution of a monster, Amon Goeth, in 1946. There is considerable doubt, in fact, that this is Goeth: it looks more like Ludwig Fischer, another Nazi bigwig in Poland. The film of the actual bodged execution doesn't start until about half way through the clip.



Thanks! That's gross, but...I guess you don't flail around wildly. That's the main thing I'm worried about -- that I'll undo it somehow after I pass out.
 
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"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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Isn't it ironic and sick that lynching innocent people used to be considered "entertainment" in this country?
Now we can go to jail for watching a video of someone doing it to themselves, and people would want to lynch us for watching?

What a weird hypocritical horrible little world.
 
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vacillating_ideation

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deathaddict.co

Found one. Thanks!
Isn't it ironic and sick that lynching innocent people used to be considered "entertainment" in this country?
Now we can go to jail for watching a video of someone doing it to themselves, and people would want to lynch us for watching?

What a weird hypocritical horrible little world.

It's illegal to watch these videos?
 
not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
Found one. Thanks!


It's illegal to watch these videos?
I'm not sure, I was referring more to the attempts to treat "giving suicide instructions" as a criminal offense tantamount to murder.
 

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