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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
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In highschool I used to extort shy kids for their pocket money and take their stuff (portable electronics mostly). I didn't need money or the stuff, I just got a kick out of the extortion itself. Also did this I suppose, not deliberately but because it was my natural way of interacting with people:
Not exactly a bully but I tend to play the mind fuck. I know it's wrong but some people just walk right into it. In fact, I believe it's more damaging than physical injury because you reach a point where you can't even trust yourself. I did psychology at college,so it's pretty easy. Just inducing paranoia,doubt and mistrust.
 
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phoenixx

phoenixx

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
261
I'm not a bully, but I am a victim. I was bullied in high school and it literally ruined my life. It caused my mental health to deteriorate, caused me anxiety and depression, made me really suicidal and self harming a lot. I had to drop out when I was 15. I'm 24 now and I haven't done anything with my life since. I've had no friends since I left, no social life, no career.. mental health still really bad. If it wasn't for those bullies, my life would be totally different. Almost 10 years on and I'm still struggling. I can't live a normal life like other people my age. They ruined my life and ruined me. I despise them for causing me that much pain and suffering yet I know they don't care about what they did to me. They're happily living their lives, with kids, careers, friends and I'm still suffering.
 
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ratpudding

ratpudding

Member
Sep 22, 2021
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Bullies are part of why I'm here, why I dropped out of school, and why I have such a hard time making connections to people. I don't think I've particularly been a bully myself but I can't say I've always been as nice to people as I should've been.
Not as much of a part as other factors but I can't say it hasn't left a lasting effect on me.
 
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oliviahurts

oliviahurts

guess I'm paralyzed now
Sep 13, 2021
67
When I was 12 or so, I was made fun of in school but the only kid who was more socially awkward than me seemed to get away with not being picked on. So I made fun of him until his mum took him out of school. I think he was autistic or something because he was very strange. But if aspergers didn't protect me from being picked on then I don't see why autism should have saved him. Still not my proudest moment.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
I was bullied in school and took it on my little brother
 
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OrcWitch

Warlock
Sep 3, 2021
702
I never outright targeted someone and made them my victim, but I did not hesitate to laugh at other kids and make them feel bad about themselves. I was bullied and made fun of also, but I care more about what I did to other people.
 
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Enlightened
Apr 28, 2021
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In highschool I used to extort shy kids for their pocket money and take their stuff (portable electronics mostly). I didn't need money or the stuff, I just got a kick out of the extortion itself. Also did this I suppose, not deliberately but because it was my natural way of interacting with people:
And now you're a lawyer. I've always envied people who found their calling early in life.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
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A bullet for every bully.
 
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