No not married. she is twice as old as I am. (I'm 26 now she is 50) I was homeless living in squats most of the Time. addicted to amphetamines. she took me in, gave me roof above my head. during the day I would bring her son to school and pick him up in afternoon. at night I was always out stealing copper, lead, bycicles, scooters, breaking into buildings and that kinda stuff. I always gave her half of the loot. one day she got me a job as a scaffolder, at that point she threw away my bed. She said I should come sleep in her bed. so she tricked me into a relation ship. her father was a big time amphetamine dealer so to say. we both used a lot of amphetamine almost everyday. she always had my atm card, and I was to blind to see that I was just a money mule for her. only after 5 years when I finally wanted to get out of this relationship. (cuz she was cheating on me with different men) she started to act real mean since I had no savings cuz she was always spending my money. I couldn't afford to rent an apartment or room some where else. she also made my ID disappear just to make it more difficult for me to leave her. when I found a room in crackhouse where the landlord didn't do to difficult about the first month of rent. she found out about this. in this crackhouse there was this psychopath of a cocaine dealer living there and some of his stuff got stolen. my ex knew this guy and she immediately pointed her finger to me,
even though I didn't steal anything from this guy. yeah that was a real nasty situation I was locked in this room with this dealer. (he literally got a tattoo in his neck that says show no mercy) there was a machete a claw hammer and a box cutter he punched me in the corner kicked me in the face. he rolls his sleeves up, and picks up the box cutter at which point a friend of mine said give this guy a chance to return it.
he picked me up unlocked the door and said get my stuff back or else I'll kick your teeth in break your hands and much more. so I ran away went to my ex her house and hide myself on the roof. I got my ex so far to clear my name, but on condition that was unsaid but really clear I stay with her.
the day I left her I told her that I was gonna buy some amphetamine, and I left all of my belongings there even my clothes. and got myself on a train away from that city. and since that day I haven't returned. she did try to lure me back, trying to contact me. but man I ain't gonna step on that land mine and this stuff is just the tip of iceberg.
