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Do you need to be awake to drink second cup if you vomit? I can see benzos putting you to sleep while vomiting and not enough sn absorbing into the body.
 
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don't take too much of benzos so that you pass out, if you have no tolerance, 0,5-1mg of xanax should be fine.
 
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don't take too much of benzos so that you pass out, if you have no tolerance, 0,5-1mg of xanax should be fine.
But then wouldn't it defeat the purpose of taking them? I thought you take them to pass out so that you don't experience any of the symptoms?
 
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don't take too much of benzos so that you pass out, if you have no tolerance, 0,5-1mg of xanax should be fine.
I second this, a normal dose should work just fine. I'm taking more to just make sure I'm absolutely out of it.
But then wouldn't it defeat the purpose of taking them? I thought you take them to pass out so that you don't experience any of the symptoms?
They still help, a normal dose of Lorazepam has worked for people before anyway, they didn't OD on them with SN.
 
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But then wouldn't it defeat the purpose of taking them? I thought you take them to pass out so that you don't experience any of the symptoms?
Don't you want to spend the last moments of your life relaxed, completely without worry.
Benzos heavily reduces anxiety, which just makes the whole process much more pleasant.

When people who choose SN as their method of CTB say; "i just want to peacefully fall asleep and never wake up"
It's SN + benzos what they are really talking about.
 
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Don't you want to spend the last moments of your life relaxed, completely without worry.
Benzos heavily reduces anxiety, which just makes the whole process much more pleasant.

When people who choose SN as their method of CTB say; "i just want to peacefully fall asleep and never wake up"
It's SN + benzos what they are really talking about.
okay yeah true
 
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okay yeah true
And that is why people used it, even Lindsey Pearlman, the actress who sadly used SN, had a normal dose of Lorazepam in the autopsy.
When people who choose SN as their method of CTB say; "i just want to peacefully fall asleep and never wake up"
It's SN + benzos what they are really talking about.
100% agree. Sure people worry about vomiting while unconscious but who hasn't had their list of concerns but still went for it and ctb with SN.
 
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And that is why people used it, even Lindsey Pearlman, the actress who sadly used SN, had a normal dose of Lorazepam in the autopsy.

100% agree. Sure people worry about vomiting while unconscious but who hasn't had their list of concerns but still went for it and ctb with SN.
does it really relax you to the point where you just dont care about whats happening to you? I never tried benzos so idk
 
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does it really relax you to the point where you just dont care about whats happening to you? I never tried benzos so idk
Yeap, I've had blackouts before on Xanax where i just pass out from a larger dose im not tolerant to. It does actually and it works really well enough to care what's happening. This is why people take a sedative compound to give themselves a good chance of beating SI with SN or any other method plus SN does already weaken you so the benzos just push unconsciousness along to happen a bit faster.
 
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does it really relax you to the point where you just dont care about whats happening to you? I never tried benzos so idk
Yes, benzos are extremely powerful anxiety and fear reducers.

If you obtain them and for some reason decide to not CTB, be really careful with them.

You will fall in love with them for sure.
 
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Yes, benzos are extremely powerful anxiety and fear reducers.

If you obtain them and for some reason decide to not CTB, be really careful with them.

You will fall in love with them for sure.
I agree, I have an anxiety disorder and if it wasn't for the extreme withdrawal symptoms, I would take them all the time.
 
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I am suffering from severe anxiety which is driving me to ctb. I was wondering if anyone can advise on powerful anti anxiety medication? I have tried all the herbal remedies. The only treatment offered in this country is cbt, exercise and meditation. I'm way beyond that helping me now. Thank you
 

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