Are any of you in love? Is this related to your CTB?

[orlandom]

Are any of you in love? Is this related to your CTB? Excuse me again evening, again me.

Isn't that the best feeling in the world - to love?





"Mom, I fell in love with her. I behave like a freak ... I don't know what to do. Dasha ... Mom, I fell in love with her, but I don't know her number ... I don't owe you anything ... The day was cold .. . Mom, I fell in love with her ... "

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

I have a crush on two forum users, one man and one woman (interesting, since I'm not actually gay or bisexual at all). But if I were to get in an IRL relationship I'd be unable to attach to the person and it wouldn't work, same with my friendships and even educations/jobs. I am drunk but my spelling is still stellar, haha. Guess I've found the right amount to drink to still be able to postmaxx.

 

[RedHarlequin]

I am in love. Actually it just makes ctb much more difficult because thinking about the pain I will cause my loved one makes my heart break :(

 

[orlandom]

Why do I post such strange posts in the evenings? For which I am ashamed in the morning. Oh, I hope I'm not maddening anyone. I hug everyone.
Absolutely weird to probably ask such questions here. But I'm really interested in this.

 

[WornOutLife]

I've enjoyed and suffered with many things throughout my life.

Here's the crazy thing:

Nothing made me as happy and sad as love did. It's like the MOST REAL FEELING ever and it can make you feel in heaven or hell immediately.

 

[Rustysoupcan]

I'm in love, and I probably would have ctb by now if it weren't for him. Not only do I not want to give him all of that pain, but I also want to see all of things he will accomplish, cause he's a pretty smart guy and I think he is gonna go far in life.

 

[Morituri_Te_Salutant]

I have a crush on two forum users, one man and one woman (interesting, since I'm not actually gay or bisexual at all).

well, they do say that you learn something new everyday.

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on-topic: romance no longer interests me, so i don't see how it will be related to my potential ctb.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

I'm in love, but she is not.

 

[orlandom]

I'm in love, but she is not.

That's why I'm here. You and I are in the same boat. Let's paddle?

Although not true. She loves me, but fuck it. Okay?

Have you tried it with a fat wallet with enough money for 1000 lives?

Okay, come on. Fuck him.

 

[WornOutLife]

I have a crush on two forum users, one man and one woman (interesting, since I'm not actually gay or bisexual at all).

It doesn't suprise me, actually.
People here are very awe-inspiring and understand us like no other human beings. I guess it makes sense to fall in love with some of them!
Well, as for me, I guess I just scare the sh* out them with my pic! No love for me.

 

[Sslsh]

Are any of you in love? Is this related to your CTB? Excuse me again evening, again me.

Isn't that the best feeling in the world - to love?





"Mom, I fell in love with her. I behave like a freak ... I don't know what to do. Dasha ... Mom, I fell in love with her, but I don't know her number ... I don't owe you anything ... The day was cold .. . Mom, I fell in love with her ... "

Nobody loves a socially awkward beta, or a soft hearted pushover. So yeah, I've never been in love primarily because I know it's never going to be reciprocated. I mean I'm not bitter about it because humans are programmed to seek for partners that have "superior" traits, which I lack.

 

[Morituri_Te_Salutant]

Well, as for me, I guess I just scare the sh* out them with my pic! No love for me.

lol how is your profile pic scary though?

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

It doesn't suprise me, actually.
People here are very awe-inspiring and understand us like no other human beings. I guess it makes sense to fall in love with some of them!
Well, as for me, I guess I just scare the sh* out them with my pic! No love for me.

Yeah, sad to say you're not the guy I started developing feelings for. Hmm, this is really funny and I sort of understand women a little bit more now that I typed this. Thank god for alcohol.

 

[adam]

Cringe.
Why is there no such emotion here :(

 

[WornOutLife]

lol how is your profile pic scary though?

I feel flattered! Just look how serious I am while having poison! (not really, this is just argentine "mate", a kind of tea lol)

@GenesAndEnvironment :

If I were gay, I would probably fall in love with you! I love your sarcasm and sense of humour ;)

 

[DunnoWhyButYeah]

Hmm yes, I'm in love and I have crush (that's possible too x)). I'm too emotional person. Those things makes harder to ctb and are keeping hope up sometimes.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

I feel flattered! Just look how serious I am while having poison! (not really, this is just argentine "mate", a kind of tea lol)

@GenesAndEnvironment :

If I were gay, I would probably fall in love with you! I love your sarcasm and sense of humour ;)

Thanks, bro. I love getting compliments, which everyone knows by now haha.

 

[Morituri_Te_Salutant]

(not really, this is just argentine "mate", a kind of tea lol)

oh, that's what it is
i mistook it for gasoline for some reason

sorry

 

[orlandom]

The worst thing is that every day I get 0.2% better. I don't want to get well. This is so strange. Someone understands what I mean?

 

[NothingElseMatters]

That's why I'm here. You and I are in the same boat. Let's paddle?

Although not true. She loves me, but fuck it. Okay?

Have you tried it with a fat wallet with enough money for 1000 lives?

Okay, come on. Fuck him.

she left for a worse guy, at least in my opinion, and this is a opinion of a guy who hates himself and is on a suicide forum.

fuck that bitch, she is not going to play with my feelings anymore.

 

[DunnoWhyButYeah]

Well, as for me, I guess I just scare the sh* out them with my pic! No love for me.

I totally disagree, that's good pic :P

 

[StringPuppet]

I was in love with someone I shouldn't have been with and now I'm suffering for it. It's not the main reason I want to CTB but it definitely doesn't help.

 

[lonerclown666]

i never had a girl in my life

 

[orlandom]

she left for a worse guy, at least in my opinion, and this is a opinion of a guy who hates himself and is on a suicide forum.

fuck that bitch, she is not going to play with my feelings anymore.

I was here alone with the same feelings. Now I see another person of the same kind. Who hurts just as much as me. Fuck it all.

 

[NoSurprises]

I used to be

But i was a jerk and ruined it, and now I just can't stand her anymore,she is always judging me and I just can't talk to her anymore

but im.fine.with that, i know that if she knows that i ctb she would.suffer.I lot, i want her to know someone and forget about me

oh she doesn't have any inference in my desicion, or maybe yes, ahe made me realize that i simply can't be happy

 

[orlandom]

The one I loved. She decided to try it with a dollar millionaire. I don't have that kind of money. I'm just a nice guy who can love like no one has ever loved.

If you only knew how much I loved her ...
Once she dropped a phrase - when I already knew everything.

"How sorry I am for what I did." But damn it, you did it. Right?

You were perfect for me. What the hell?

What a fool you are. I decided to glue my heart with a piece of plaster.

Okay, let's go fucking life on?

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The worst thing for me is that I want 0.2% less CTB every day. What the fuck? Alo, I'm on the bus with you.

My brain is trying to protect me. He is struggling to forget that life.

But I know that I will never be so happy again!!!

Does anyone understand?

But my brain is diligently erasing everything. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases. Erases.

I remember each day less of that happy life.

My bus didn't go anywhere. The driver is still waiting for me to pay the fare and we will go to the world of dreams.

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And of course my favorite couple about love. My favorite clip in which I see myself.

I love everyone

 

[Last chance]

Yes and with the love my future also was erased.

 

[paininme]

Yes but he is no longer alive it's the main reason I want to die life isn't living without him

 

[Celerity]

I'll probably never experience love. I wish I'd stop being sad about something I accepted as true years ago.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Not really but I'm still fairly attached to my two previous love interests to the point where it would be really difficult for me to fall in love again unless someone meets most of their traits.