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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
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Any chemists out there, what is fatal toxic amount of raw bitter apricot kernels for a human say 90 kg, 100kg or 110kg body weight. Would a 500g bag or 1kg bag be sufficient.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

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theres more then enough reliable information on the internet. i did a quick google and found the answer.

also this is under the rules and info:
Is X information correct?
Never assume any information whatsoever is correct or accurate, no matter where you read it or who gives it to you. Always, no matter what, make your own critical assessment and investigation. You are responsible for any usage of the data you come across.
 
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Xiaomi

Taking a break: October 24, 2023 and onwards
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One apricot kernel contains half a milligram of cyanide, according to Quora.
Also, FSAI says adults shouldn't consume more than 1-2 kernels a day.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
theres more then enough reliable information on the internet. i did a quick google and found the answer.

also this is under the rules and info:
Is X information correct?
Never assume any information whatsoever is correct or accurate, no matter where you read it or who gives it to you. Always, no matter what, make your own critical assessment and investigation. You are responsible for any usage of the data you come across.
The internet has a lot of misleading information some say 2-3 some say 10 others say 50. Suppose will just do 100 to be safe. Thanks for replying
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
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The internet has a lot of misleading information some say 2-3 some say 10 others say 50. Suppose will just do 100 to be safe. Thanks for replying
thats basically how i do things. i look at what should kill someone bigger then me and id take that (havent but if i were to) i mean if it can kill them i should be good right?
 
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Xiaomi

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Some woman died eating 10. Also, apricots are so fucking yummy. Its nice to think I died eating what I loved.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Some woman died eating 10. Also, apricots are so fucking yummy. Its nice to think I died eating what I loved.
Hate apricots but can get the raw bitter kernels from auction site and they are not for consumption so should be good to go with them
 
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Xiaomi

Taking a break: October 24, 2023 and onwards
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Good luck with your method. I do hope you have a backup method, just in case.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Good luck with your method. I do hope you have a backup method, just in case.
Nope this is only method. Can't get SN and social anxiety stops me going out to do anything else
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

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I had no idea that apricot kernels contained cyanide lol
Is there a way to concentrate that without an elaborate breaking bad setup?
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
I had no idea that apricot kernels contained cyanide lol
Is there a way to concentrate that without an elaborate breaking bad setup?
The cyanide is produced in the body after ingestion, apricots contain amygdalin which once inside stomach produce cyanide
 
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LionsTigersAndBears

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Oct 14, 2020
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Bitter almonds may yield 4–9 mg of hydrogen cyanide per almond
 
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Spyware

Member
Nov 6, 2020
65
What an interesting method. Have you considered this: there're different types of cyanide, with different lethal doses:
  • sodium cyanide (NaCN)
  • potassium cyanide (KCN)
  • hydrogen cyanide (HCN)
  • cyanogen chloride (CNCl)
Also, good news! Apple seeds contain cyanide too :hug:
 
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Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Bitter almonds may yield 4–9 mg of hydrogen cyanide per almond
Thanks for the heads up that could be better...or could mix both
What an interesting method. Have you considered this: there're different types of cyanide, with different lethal doses:
  • sodium cyanide (NaCN)
  • potassium cyanide (KCN)
  • hydrogen cyanide (HCN)
  • cyanogen chloride (CNCl)
Can't do chemicals, other people in apartment so don't want to wipe them out.
 
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Spyware

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Nov 6, 2020
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Can't do chemicals, other people in apartment so don't want to wipe them out.
You don't understand. You have to find out the exact type of cyanide found in apricot before you start calculating the dosage
Oh, and also! Don't CTB with other people. Don't do that no matter what. You don't want to increase your chance of having a "saviour" call an ambulance! Do it in a forest, in a hotel, anywhere without people
 
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StuFin

StuFin

Arcanist
Oct 21, 2020
450
I looked into this and was going to use it to look like an accidental ctb, but backed out because you just don't know exactly what you're getting or how much they have in them, or how painful it may or may not be.

Anyway, basically the more bitter they are the more amygdalin they have in them, and apparently they are the most potent from Turkey or Pakistan or places like that.

Obviously depends on the genus or specific species of apricot, and how they've been prepared and stored.

So it's like stick your finger in the wind and hope for the best.
 
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Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
I looked into this and was going to use it to look like an accidental ctb, but backed out because you just don't know exactly what you're getting or how much they have in them, or how painful it may or may not be.

Anyway, basically the more bitter they are the more amygdalin they have in them, and apparently they are the most potent from Turkey or Pakistan or places like that.

Obviously depends on the genus or specific species of apricot, and how they've been prepared and stored.

So it's like stick your finger in the wind and hope for the best.
Yep that is what I have found whilst looking on tinterweb... Anyone who understands any of this I would appreciate a PM to kind of direct me. Am lost in a world of unknown knowledge and conflicting research. Obviously PM will be deleted. Just want mother nature to assist and no chemicals that can harm others
 
Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847

Interesting study, although still no closer to answer, basically if I can chew approx 100 within an hour should be good to go I think
 
Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
Several sources I've consulted suggest that death by cyanide is slow and agonizing, so I think you should read up on this method carefully before you decide to use it.
 
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Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Several sources I've consulted suggest that death by cyanide is slow and agonizing, so I think you should read up on this method carefully before you decide to use it.
I was looking crushing 100 or more kernels eating this and taking a lot of Benadryl or similar. Not worried about slow or pain just looking at guaranteed although I know nothing is guaranteed
 
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Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
I was looking crushing 100 or more kernels eating this and taking a lot of Benadryl or similar. Not worried about slow or pain just looking at guaranteed although I know nothing is guaranteed

Only you know what's best for you.
 
Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Will just give it a go this week and see.
 
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Gerard de Nerval

Gerard de Nerval

Ontologist
Oct 5, 2020
145
There are some plants, that if you freeze them to get a frost, which yield cyanide. It's the bane of many livestock farmers.
 
Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
There are some plants, that if you freeze them to get a frost, which yield cyanide. It's the bane of many livestock farmers.
I am not aware of these. Lack so much knowledge, wish my friend was still around he knew way more than me about this. Am kind of finger in air as @StuFin said
 
depressedsally

depressedsally

Dead
Nov 6, 2020
235
Wow this really is a interesting method @Gromit-CTB if you find out more let me know
 
Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Will do. Trying to get as much info as possible. Know it is not going to be nice just want on that bus
 
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CoalmineCanary

CoalmineCanary

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Jul 15, 2020
478
Also, good news! Apple seeds contain cyanide too :hug:

Yes, I was on this for a bit. Obsessively collecting apple seeds... People will start asking questions if you are sloppy like me.
 
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CoalmineCanary

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Why how many did you have and how many would you need

Google is your friend, my friend.

I am not qualified to answer these questions. For reference I'm a small framed female if that helps.
 
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Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
The notes I have on Apple seeds is around 200 or so but then again body weight comes in to play. cherry pits are also good but need hundreds
 

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