Hi everyone,
I just joined the forum and wanted to share some of my first impressions. I'm genuinely surprised (and thankful) that a space like this exists. Here are a few reasons why:
(I hope I'm not breaking any rules by posting in the wrong section)
That's all for my impressions. I don't think my words really express what I'm feeling, but I'm trying to get close to it. I think this forum is full of people with genuinely good hearts, but tired of everything, so I just want to say from the bottom of my heart that I wish the very best for all of you — that you find the peace every human being should feel during their existence, whether that's through living or through leaving.
I just joined the forum and wanted to share some of my first impressions. I'm genuinely surprised (and thankful) that a space like this exists. Here are a few reasons why:
(I hope I'm not breaking any rules by posting in the wrong section)
- Being able to write without shame
As many people know, it's not exactly common to talk about these topics in real life. Many people live "correctly" and don't have these kinds of thoughts — speaking about these things is completely foreign to them. It's a relief to be able to talk about this freely, and not only that, but also from a realistic point of view. Not all problems have solutions, and sometimes ending everything is what our hearts long for the most — though obviously, that's not the most "normie" perspective. It's liberating to express your thoughts with complete honesty. - Access to information
I've always fantasized about ending my life, but I'm too much of a coward to attempt any extreme method. I just want to say goodbye to my loved ones, take a pill, and stop existing.
For some reason, society doesn't want us to have control over our own destiny, so it's not like they make it easy to fulfill my fantasy. Often, thinking that I won't be able to end my life causes me deep despair.
I felt some relief finding resources on this page. Honestly, I'll probably fall back into that despair, since I don't know how reliable any of it is and it also seems impossible to find the materials I'd need to calm my anguish. Still, I wanted to express my gratitude to all the people who have knowledge on this subject and share it here. - The empathy of the participants
Honestly, I'm surprised by the kind words, empathy, and understanding shown by the members of this forum. It seems like it doesn't matter your gender, race, or how much money you have. We're all connected by this deep pain we feel, even though everyone's experiences are very different.
That's all for my impressions. I don't think my words really express what I'm feeling, but I'm trying to get close to it. I think this forum is full of people with genuinely good hearts, but tired of everything, so I just want to say from the bottom of my heart that I wish the very best for all of you — that you find the peace every human being should feel during their existence, whether that's through living or through leaving.
you are welcome 
