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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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it did, but then i kinda mixed it with the spoon and it lost its color
I mixed it as well and it was still murky but I used a coffee cup not sure if that has anything to do with it. As long as the purity on your SN is good I'm pretty sure it's going to do the job either way.
 
HelensNepenthe

HelensNepenthe

Thoughtful poster
Jan 17, 2019
835
SN when mixed with water should have this color.

KikZBXID81
 
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sickInsominic42

sickInsominic42

My destination, eternal slumber
Feb 16, 2020
123
Alot of my medicine goes clear when I disolve it in water.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
6,016
I assume it's fine as long as you are certain of what the bottle says. Are you still feeling confident in your decision?
 
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mementomori

mementomori

the almost-deaf musician
Dec 24, 2019
26
I assume it's fine as long as you are certain of what the bottle says. Are you still feeling confident in your decision?
ok im not feeling too okay with this now, oh my god i cant believe it
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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ok im not feeling too okay with this now, oh my god i cant believe it
It's OK. It's honestly a very scary thing to do especially if you're not completely ready. If you don't want to follow through you don't have to don't feel pressured or rushed
 
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PoisonedJuliet

PoisonedJuliet

You saucy boy!
Feb 12, 2020
1,191
What are you feeling? We're here for you. You can talk to us
 
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sickInsominic42

sickInsominic42

My destination, eternal slumber
Feb 16, 2020
123
Never feel guilty about changing your mind or putting it off
We're all here for you no matter what you decide
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Although we never talked to each other, but I wish you a safe and peaceful journey! :heart:
 
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shadowchaser

shadowchaser

Aug 1, 2019
282
ok im not feeling too okay with this now, oh my god i cant believe it

It's okay if it isn't your time right now, there's no need to rush into things if you're not 100% sure. There is absolutely no shame in staying. What's going on right now? We're here to listen :hug:
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
And if you decide to stay, we are always here!
 
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Iloveyouall

Iloveyouall

Mage
Feb 12, 2020
501
There is no urge.
 
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sickInsominic42

sickInsominic42

My destination, eternal slumber
Feb 16, 2020
123
We are always here for you if you need us.
 
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mesohappy

mesohappy

Cat piss sammich??
Jan 10, 2020
674
Whats on your mind right now?
 
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TheLastGoodbye

Student
Oct 23, 2019
109
Are you still with us? We're here for you :hug:
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,016
We are all still here, and thinking of you
 
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The Warm Industry

The Warm Industry

It's still raining, up here
Jan 26, 2020
52
I will be here for you all night. Just PM me.
 
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SuiSqueeze92

SuiSqueeze92

Self Saboteur
Jan 15, 2020
479
Yeah but look at how much water you have compared to that little plastic cup
 
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sickInsominic42

sickInsominic42

My destination, eternal slumber
Feb 16, 2020
123
Are you doing okay?
 
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foreverbroken28

foreverbroken28

I've gone off the deep end.
Jul 11, 2019
124
Hope you are holding up okay, whether that be you're already at peace or that you have changed your mind.
 
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sickInsominic42

sickInsominic42

My destination, eternal slumber
Feb 16, 2020
123
This image gives a sadness given the circumstances. rip. :( but glad she's at resting now.

Has anyone personally been in touch with OP?
I'm wondering the same thing. They haven't responded in Quite some time. I just hope they if she decided to truely back out that they are okay and if they decided to go thru with it they she went peacefully
 
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LostAllHope7651

LostAllHope7651

Unsure what’s the point anymore.. life is so hard
Feb 15, 2020
144
ok im not feeling too okay with this now, oh my god i cant believe it
Anyone heard anything? Hope she is ok makes me feel so sad reading these
 
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Emily123

Arcanist
May 28, 2019
460
it did, but then i kinda mixed it with the spoon and it lost its color
You should not use a metal spoon
ok im not feeling too okay with this now, oh my god i cant believe it
it was not your time honey . it may be good chance for you to think more about your decision . Unless you have a termal illness , There can always be a solution for your problem . :heart: :hug:
 
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mementomori

mementomori

the almost-deaf musician
Dec 24, 2019
26
i'll postpone it, i just almost had a panic attack and decided it wasn't my time yet, guess the fear is still strong even using SN. thanks for everything, i probably wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for you all
im so glad i could see things differently before jumping into it. ill wait some days or weeks before trying again.
I assume it's fine as long as you are certain of what the bottle says. Are you still feeling confident in your decision?
thank you so much for asking me this, i lost all my confidence when i was about to take it. if i can't catch the bus relaxed and ok then it's not my time yet, i think.
 
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xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
i'll postpone it, i just almost had a panic attack and decided it wasn't my time yet, guess the fear is still strong even using SN. thanks for everything, i probably wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for you all
im so glad i could see things differently before jumping into it. ill wait some days or weeks before trying again.

thank you so much for asking me this, i lost all my confidence when i was about to take it. if i can't take the bus relaxed and ok then it's not my time yet, i think.

I'm so so glad you weren't impulsive and thought through a little more. My insomniac ass is ALWAYS here if things get bad :heart: :heart:
 
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Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
i'll postpone it, i just almost had a panic attack and decided it wasn't my time yet, guess the fear is still strong even using SN. thanks for everything, i probably wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for you all
im so glad i could see things differently before jumping into it. ill wait some days or weeks before trying again.

thank you so much for asking me this, i lost all my confidence when i was about to take it. if i can't take the bus relaxed and ok then it's not my time yet, i think.
So glad you are still with us!
 
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mementomori

mementomori

the almost-deaf musician
Dec 24, 2019
26
i know that i shouldn't be ashamed of changing my mind, but i still think that i am a coward because i didn't go through it.
when i was a kid i used to lock myself in my room and listen to music, in order to ignore the fact that my dad was torturing my mom psychologically. and now i am no different, staying alive won't make my hearing go back, and won't make me love myself again after all i did to my own body.
things will only get worse, so why should i keep myself alive?...
 
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Emily123

Arcanist
May 28, 2019
460
i'll postpone it, i just almost had a panic attack and decided it wasn't my time yet, guess the fear is still strong even using SN. thanks for everything, i probably wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for you all
im so glad i could see things differently before jumping into it. ill wait some days or weeks before trying again.

thank you so much for asking me this, i lost all my confidence when i was about to take it. if i can't catch the bus relaxed and ok then it's not my time yet, i think.
Get some rest . Take it easy . We are always here for you . :hug: :heart:
 
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