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Dkim06 19

Member
Jan 31, 2020
35
What do you want to do before ctb?

Let's talk!!
 
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stillweary

Member
May 15, 2020
74
Delete all of my social media. I don't want people I barely ever talk to making a big, self-important spectacle of my decision.
 
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Anthagonos

Anthagonos

Hablo español
Aug 9, 2020
201
  • Have a child
  • Have a girlfriend
  • Feel rich for a week
  • Forget my mother
Basically that.
 
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ExitStageLeft

ExitStageLeft

Experienced
Mar 7, 2020
233
Wander around New York City.
 
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WFJ74

Student
Aug 18, 2020
150
I wanted to hike out to the "magic bus" in Alaska but I waited too long and they moved it :(
 
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paramhansyogi

paramhansyogi

Member
Aug 15, 2020
22
i wanted to drink whisky
 
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Busoccupant

Busoccupant

Member
Aug 18, 2020
32
I've always wanted to know the experience of taking LSD. I wouldn't like to leave this world without feeling another reality.
 
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Thin Chew

Thin Chew

世界以痛吻我 要我报之以歌
Mar 3, 2019
254
I want to visit her grave,
give her a beautiful rose,
And then hang myself.
 
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cyberlordsumit

Absolution
Aug 12, 2020
202
I wanted to see the Aurora Borealis..

But, we always miss out on something.
Many things, in life.
So it's better I've made peace with everything.

Now I just want to get over with this.
 
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bravotess

bravotess

I'ma jump ship now before I sink slow
Aug 8, 2020
119
I saw the Philadelphia Eagles win the Super Bowl. My life is complete. Go birds.
 
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AprilsBlessings

AprilsBlessings

Our tainted history is playing on repeat
Jul 26, 2020
172
I just want to talk with my ex best friend for the last time.
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,904
I've achieved everything i ever wanted, maybe not done some things but not bothered about that.thats why im ready to CTB!
 
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Ybother

Ybother

Life is a lemon and I want my money back.
Jul 23, 2020
42
Forgive myself and others
Meet David Tennant
Lose weight
Feel attractive
Vacation outside the country

I don't expect to accomplish any of these, but dreaming is all I do anyway
 
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GonnaGoBye

GonnaGoBye

Will die soon
Jun 30, 2020
109
Have the Nuke codes and launch em in the air
 
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Ybother

Ybother

Life is a lemon and I want my money back.
Jul 23, 2020
42
I wanted to see the Aurora Borealis..

But, we always miss out on something.
Many things, in life.
So it's better I've made peace with everything.

Now I just want to get over with this.
I totally agree. I've made peace with that. This world owes me nothing, and there's nothing that will stop me from doing the inevitable.
 
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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
Vacations in Portugal
 
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MorningstarMornings

MorningstarMornings

leave a beautiful corpse
Aug 20, 2020
41
The last thing i have is to record an album of my life. I have two more songs to make. Then i can consider a promise fulfilled. I haven't made plans to ctb but I'm preparing.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
I wish I could have traveled a little and maybe tried some kind of relationship.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
This may sound strange to many, but I wish I could somehow confirm that if I ctb, I won't be reincarnated. That's the only dilemma that tethers me indefinitely to this life. I DO NOT want to be reincarnated into another life, lest it unfold in a similar fashion to the one I'm currently living. I know I won't receive a true, satisfactory answer to this question, and it depresses me to no end
 
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cyberlordsumit

Absolution
Aug 12, 2020
202
This may sound strange to many, but I wish I could somehow confirm that if I ctb, I won't be reincarnated. That's the only dilemma that tethers me indefinitely to this life. I DO NOT want to be reincarnated into another life, lest it unfold in a similar fashion to the one I'm currently living. I know I won't receive a true, satisfactory answer to this question, and it depresses me to no end
scientifically, reincarnation and all is just plain bullshit. you are just a web of memories supported by Basic human nature. that makes your consciousness unique which you call soul.. basically death = abyssal nothingness
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
scientifically, reincarnation and all is just plain bullshit. you are just a web of memories supported by Basic human nature. that makes your consciousness unique which you call soul.. basically death = abyssal nothingness


I know, but I can't convince myself of this somehow. I'm autistic; we suffer from "cognitive inflexibility", which makes it extremely difficult to shift perspectives on issues :\ thus, the inner conflict
 
VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i want to travel to a foreign country and go sightseeing, or to try my hand at painting again.
 
Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
To lose my virginity, which I had already done to an escort a couple of times. Too bad that I am severely depressed and wasn't able to make the most of it, but at least I had gotten it out of my system... Somewhat.
 
AwokenToReality

AwokenToReality

Just wanna close my eyes, and feel alright
May 27, 2020
90
I'd love to go backpacking around a few countries and experience the different cultures, it's always been a dream of mine.

Just a shame I'm financially unstable, have no friends to do this with and have bad social anxiety preventing me from doing it alone.
 
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PJFord

PJFord

Student
Jul 27, 2020
143
I was hoping to travel to a few of my favorite faraway places but COVID ended that dream. Instead I've taken many day and weekend car trips to favorite local places. But no Mexico, Hawai'i or Europe. The closer I get to CTB though the less important this is. I'm too focused and excited about hopping the bus to have regrets. ❤️
 
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kcn2020

kcn2020

Member
Aug 16, 2020
53
Steal an aircraft, fly it for some time and crash it. With only me inside.
 
not_ready

not_ready

When I leave tell me to have goodnight
Oct 5, 2019
43
I want to feel that someone cares about me listen me love me the way I am
and see my little brother 6 years old and spend a day with him
 
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Hiraeth

Hiraeth

Trying to be better. 🫶🏻
Nov 3, 2018
63
I wanna see the ocean again.
 
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PJFord

PJFord

Student
Jul 27, 2020
143
I wanna see the ocean again.

Hiraeth, I live at the coast in San Francisco. My avatar is a sunset from last week. I'll think about when I walk along the beach.
 
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sadstuffie

sadstuffie

Student
Aug 11, 2020
157
i wanna go to the sanrio store & look at all the cute stuffed animals.
 
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