Anything you want to do in your life before you ctb?

[Elbarado]

Are there things you want to do in your life or try out before you ctb?
Im just thinking a lot about this, i wanted to do many more things in my life,i thought i had more time. Some thinhs arent possible anymore.

So for sure i will get some prostitutes. Always wanted to know if there's a difference with professionals .

 

[Squiddy]

Visit Japan, England and South Korea and go to a rave and try molly

 

[BPD Barbie]

Pretty much done everything that I wanted to do minus a couple, like visit Asia, learn Russian, Dutch and Chinese. Started on Chinese a while back and got conversational but then just stopped due to lack of motivation. No time to do it now anyways before my bus comes.

 

[any%]

Unfortunately no, if I did I sure would not be on this forum :<

 

[Worthless_nobody]

I would have loved to visit other countries and travel a bit but I have no money so I guess there isn't much that doesn't involve money that I care to do. If I had money I would definitely enjoy a few more years.

 

[Nemeshisu]

I would like to own a horse and to be able to ride on it everyday. I'd also like to visit bunch of places and learn few languages. But it probably doesn't matter anymore anyway.

 

[LMLN]

Not really sadly. I'm so low that nothing really interests me. At all. :(

 

[Elbarado]

Visit Japan, England and South Korea and go to a rave and try molly

Molly and a fine rave is a sweet thing. I remember so many cool raves,where you feel the bass and music and felt free loved the whole world,met a lot of new people,did stupid things... i miss em.
Guess i will do this after my prostitutes one more time :D

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

Die in my sleep so I don't have to do it myself. Sorry not a good answer... so I guess no there isn't. I've done and seen enough

 

[Elbarado]

I would like to own a horse and to be able to ride on it everyday. I'd also like to visit bunch of places and learn few languages. But it probably doesn't matter anymore anyway.

Why not participate in a horse? Maybe you get some good feelings from it?

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Visit Japan, England and South Korea and go to a rave and try molly

Molly, cocaine and shrooms and dmt

 

[Elbarado]

I would have loved to visit other countries and travel a bit but I have no money so I guess there isn't much that doesn't involve money that I care to do. If I had money I would definitely enjoy a few more years.

Funny, i saw a video yesterday where 2 brothers travelled around the world with no money.

 

[Squiddy]

Molly, cocaine and shrooms

I'd love to try shrooms too

 

[SlackJim]

I'd like to try

Molly, cocaine and shrooms and dmt

yes love dmt, do you have any beliefs about life after death?

 

[Flume]

If I could make a good living as a musician I would not end it but fucking gl w that.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Funny, i saw a video yesterday where 2 brothers travelled around the world with no money.

Good on them but the things I care about doing definitely need money..

 

[Elbarado]

If you are depressed i wont do shrooms or LSD, it'll give you a horror trip and intensify your bad feelings.

Molly at a fine rave with good music is a better try.

 

[Green Destiny]

I've always wanted to visit parts of Canada. And hear the call of the Common Loon because of it's hauntingly beautiful sound.

 

[Elbarado]

Good on them but the things I care about doing definitely need money..

What kind of things do you care about? What are you interested in?

 

[DepressionsAHo]

I'd like to try

yes love dmt, do you have any beliefs about life after death?

I don't believe there's nothing. I've seen ghosts before. There is something I just don't know what
I'm agnostic to be fair. I'm CERTAIN theres something, could even be reincarnation and if that's the case, I hope to choose what I am

 

[SlackJim]

I don't believe there's nothing. I've seen ghosts before. There is something I just don't know what

ok, DMT made me remember being conscious before being in a human body, and that when my human body dies I will still be conscious. I would highly recommend it I hope you get to try it

 

[Worthless_nobody]

What kind of things do you care about? What are you interested in?

As far as traveling goes I want to see many places, maybe a cruise, and try a lot of the different foods. Some other things I wish I could do before ctb would be to have my own home and to consistently be able to afford drugs. I have tried lots of drugs and now I crave those feelings vs depressing sober life. Money definitely wouldn't solve all my problems by no means but I could obtain a tolerable enough life to exist for a few more years or possibly until my mother passes to avoid hurting her.

Sadly I doubt I would even enjoy traveling because of my chronic pain. :(

 

[xXSarac3nSlay3rXx]

I want to try psychedelics and get laid.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

I guess people want to CTB for many different reasons.

For me, asking this is the equivalent of asking "don't you want to live longer and experience more of life?". People may say yes for a variety of reasons.

Maybe i am more privileged because the opportunities are somewhat available to me, but in spite or because of that, they feel quite hollow and meaningless. As i make plans to CTB, i am still making (false) future plans with my closest friends..... to travel and explore, to get involved in new projects, etc.

The dishonesty is cruel and i will never be able to justify it to myself.

 

[Freedom Believer]

I would've loved to visit Japan and Norway. Both those places I have a fascination for (Japan because of its beauty and Norway because of the Isdal Woman).

 

[robin999]

i want to go to tokyo

 

[Daffodil]

ok, DMT made me remember being conscious before being in a human body, and that when my human body dies I will still be conscious. I would highly recommend it I hope you get to try it

Do you think how you goes matter? I would like to be not scared and at peace but not sure how plausible that is.

 

[mediocre]

I would have loved to do a complete tour of the US/Canada as well as the Nordic countries, Japan, South Korea, China, Hong Kong and Australia.

I would love to make a friend.

 

[Jean4]

If I could make a good living as a musician I would not end it but fucking gl w that.

Sorry Flume. Very few, including the A listers make money as a musician. They make it from touring, and even with that, only the big names make money. Madonna, and Celine Dion had to cancel gigs due to lack of sales.

True musicians are in the business because making music is what they are. Just as a painter has to paint even if nobody sees it.

Also, many musicians, who are considered successful, have day jobs. It's just the way of the works now.

 

[mathieu]

Not really. I regret never having travelled but to go now... I'm too unwell to enjoy it.