Discussion Anything that you wish you could live to see?

[Abyssal]

I will die before I see how Genshin Impact ends. Death is more important, but I wish I could see where the story goes. It's a shame.

 

[WhatPowerIs]

I have 1000+ anime that I want to watch. It is unlikely I will ever see all of them. Death will take me before that, natural or otherwise.

 

[everyonesaniki]

There are upcoming video games and albums by bands I like that I'll miss but quite frankly I don't even care anymore. I tried playing some videogames this week to ease the emptiness I feel but they just feel like a chore now.

 

[OcularFear]

I will die before I see how Genshin Impact ends. Death is more important, but I wish I could see where the story goes. It's a shame.

I wish I could see the first nuclear fusion reactor Finally reach net power production, basically it's be creating a miniature controlled sun and using it for power, it would change the power industry immensely. I also would love, to see how destiny 2 ends, because I used to love playing it with my friends before they and I quit the game. I also, wish I could see the day that we finally begin using stem cells to grow new organs from a person's DNA, it would mean we could grow new hearts, new livers, new organs out of someone's DNA and put it in them, it would mean that transplants wouldn't leave someone in immunosuppressants for the rest of their lives, and have little to no risk of organ rejection.

 

[dinosavr]

Billie Eilish's third album

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

Bitch please, im killing myself because there won't be a third Necrophagist album

 

[rozeske]

They are turning the popular book "It ends with us" in to a movie. I have read and loved the book. I would have loved to see how much of the book's amazingness they would be able to capture in the movie (doubtful). Or how much they will end up ruining it all together. There is a huge backlash from the readers community at the author for her choice of actors to represent the characters. I would have loved to see how it all will pan out. Touché that desire doesn't trump my desire to ctb :)

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

The downfall of humanity.

 

[rozeske]

Ya scratch my answer this is what I wish I lived to see

The downfall of humanity.

 

[0000000000000]

I will die before I see how Genshin Impact ends. Death is more important, but I wish I could see where the story goes. It's a shame.

Similar situation.

I abandoned the game, i think in 2.0, it became another task that i had to force myself to do. But since the last nation came out 'my eyes glittered' (for lack of better words). I became interested in the game again. I felt that 'magic' again that i had felt at the beginning of the game.

I don't know 100% why but i have been a little too obsessed with certain character with a hat.

It's a shame to see people here who, unfortunately, due to circumstances that we have little control over, have to choose death.

I hope we all find ourselves in a better state soon even if it's not in this life.

 

[PrisonPlanetBreak]

This is probably an answer leaning on the looney side a tad. Definitely not in line with what others have said. But I would like to see government disclosure regarding alien technology and UAPs. Alas, I know it's not going to happen and this is one of the main reasons I am going to CTB. Knowing that there is a chance the government may be hiding alien technology such as antigravity, that would enable us to travel to other stars within sensible time frames, is driving me mad. So much so, that my go to escapisms, such as video games, driving, playing the piano, no longer provide any kind of relief...

I just want to know, I really do... Are we really trapped on this planet? Are we doomed to simply suffer here on this piece of rock floating in space, to wage wars and kill each other on this pale blue dot? Is there really no way to reach any of the places we see when we look up to the night sky? If the supposed reasons for secrecy are true (the gvt. prefers to weaponize the alien tech and keep the fossil fuel based industry alive to milk more money), that makes me even sicker to my stomach.

So I guess here I am... the biggest loser of all. I really have the grounds and means to get help, and live the life others on this forum would yearn for. Instead I turn my back to everything I have achieved so far, and choose death because... well, we don't know what UAPs are and how they work. Maybe it's for the best. I cannot imagine humans to be an interstellar species. The shit we do on this planet, we'd do on another planet in a different solar system too, because we are a plague.​

 

[desperatetoctb]

I really wish I could tell if it is actually worth to ctb or not. Im just 21 and everything in life could change, but also every day for the past months has been just nothing else than pain and I have lost all hope that my problems will be solved in the nearer future. It has only gotten worse every year.

Atleast I know that if it will get any worse than now, I will definitely do it, no hesitation.

 

[0000000000000]

I just want to know, I really do... Are we really trapped on this planet? Are we doomed to simply suffer here on this piece of rock floating in space, to wage wars and kill each other on this pale blue dot? Is there really no way to reach any of the places we see when we look up to the night sky?

It would be nice to explore other places out of this world. There are probably an unimaginable amount of crazy, exotic, and fun things out there that are currently out of our reach and we don't know about them. This world is depressing.

 

[february in alaska]

In terms of media... so much, oh man. The second season of arcane and tlou, the second dune movie and the third spiderverse movie, a bunch of video game kickstarters I backed that won't be out for another year or so. So many TV shows, so many books, so many video games and movies. I know all of them will be incredible. There are a lot of things like that, things that have genuinely brought me joy in life, but the problem is that they're the *only* things that bring me joy, and the rest of life is hell. Things that are beautiful and I'm passionate about, but don't outweigh my desire to die. All it does is make it harder to leave

Especially when I list out all the things I'll miss like this... because I'm realizing 99% of the things I'll miss don't have anything to do with me personally or my life, lmao. Most mentally sane people would probably immediately point to their family, their community, their hobbies, their friend. But for me everything I'll miss are things I used for escapism and to get away from life. Which makes me sad, I guess

 

[Walk]

Honestly, I dont wanna die. I want to live to start a family and grow old with my girlfriend but I feel like I've lost all hope to continue living. I just feel like I'm trapped in a box and cannot get out. I question if I will even live to my 30s.

I keep telling people it's not worth it to ctb but I can't even keep myself from wanting to ctb.

I want to live to start a family. I want to live to grow old and have grandkids while being by my girlfriend's side.

 

[PrisonPlanetBreak]

It would be nice to explore other places out of this world. There are probably an unimaginable amount of crazy, exotic, and fun things out there that are currently out of our reach and we don't know. This world is depressing.​

I would like to think so as well, but at the same time the thought that life in a different solar system could be no different from the one in ours, is scary too. I'd certainly hope that if an alien race achieved interstellar travel, that means they got over all of their issues as a species, and everything that was wrong on their planet. I hope they started exploring to fulfill their curiosity and further look for the purpose of life. It'd be depressing to learn that they are more or less just like us, and they decided to transport their own issues to other systems in hopes of solving them.​

 

[february in alaska]

Honestly, I dont wanna die. I want to live to start a family and grow old with my girlfriend but I feel like I've lost all hope to continue living. I just feel like I'm trapped in a box and cannot get out. I question if I will even live to my 30s.

I keep telling people it's not worth it to ctb but I can't even keep myself from wanting to ctb.

I want to live to start a family. I want to live to grow old and have grandkids while being by my girlfriend's side.

Seeing people who know they want to live here makes me so sad and angry. You deserved better from life, it's so unfair. I hope your situation improves in some way and you manage to get to that point with your girlfriend and have a family, and I'm sorry you feel trapped now. Best of luck to you stranger, really

 

[Walk]

Seeing people who know they want to live here makes me so sad and angry. You deserved better from life, it's so unfair. I hope your situation improves in some way and you manage to get to that point with your girlfriend and have a family, and I'm sorry you feel trapped now. Best of luck to you stranger, really

Thank you so much! It means a lot honestly. I hope to find the light at the end of the tunnel. I hope things go well for you too, kind friend!

 

[onbekend]

I wrote some stuff about media I'd love to be alive to witness earlier today. In terms of actual real world things though: I'd love to see Mt. Kilimanjaro, I'd love to go to on a plane for the first time (I've never traveled outside my country), and lastly I'd love to witness a space shuttle launch.

Yeah I know, I'm pretty unoriginal but I'm just being honest.

 

[Abyssal]

In terms of media... so much, oh man. The second season of arcane and tlou, the second dune movie and the third spiderverse movie, a bunch of video game kickstarters I backed that won't be out for another year or so. So many TV shows, so many books, so many video games and movies. I know all of them will be incredible. There are a lot of things like that, things that have genuinely brought me joy in life, but the problem is that they're the *only* things that bring me joy, and the rest of life is hell. Things that are beautiful and I'm passionate about, but don't outweigh my desire to die. All it does is make it harder to leave

Especially when I list out all the things I'll miss like this... because I'm realizing 99% of the things I'll miss don't have anything to do with me personally or my life, lmao. Most mentally sane people would probably immediately point to their family, their community, their hobbies, their friend. But for me everything I'll miss are things I used for escapism and to get away from life. Which makes me sad, I guess

The next spiderverse movie..that's a good one. The last one was so good, I wish I could've known how it ended. Wait when's that coming out? Maybe I'll make it and I'll think of you as I do.

 

[forthelasttime]

Halley's Comet

 

[ijustwishtodie]

No, there's nothing that I want to see. Nothing at all. I just want to be dead and be in peace. There's nothing in this existence that I enjoy

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

Yes many things.
Free energy for everyone. Tesla figured long time ago.
Universal basic income.
More socialist and egalitarian society.

 

[penguinl0v3s]

I'll never get to see the legalization of assisted suicide if I die now. At least I got to know about the first legalized nitrogen execution.

 

[Thanksforeverything]

In terms of media... so much, oh man. The second season of arcane and tlou, the second dune movie and the third spiderverse movie, a bunch of video game kickstarters I backed that won't be out for another year or so. So many TV shows, so many books, so many video games and movies. I know all of them will be incredible. There are a lot of things like that, things that have genuinely brought me joy in life, but the problem is that they're the *only* things that bring me joy, and the rest of life is hell. Things that are beautiful and I'm passionate about, but don't outweigh my desire to die. All it does is make it harder to leave

Especially when I list out all the things I'll miss like this... because I'm realizing 99% of the things I'll miss don't have anything to do with me personally or my life, lmao. Most mentally sane people would probably immediately point to their family, their community, their hobbies, their friend. But for me everything I'll miss are things I used for escapism and to get away from life. Which makes me sad, I guess

I felt this in my soul. This would literally be my list. Except, I'd maybe also want to read the ending of one piece but god knows that ain't happening.

It's tough when you realize that the only things you live for are the things that let you escape from "life".

The next spiderverse movie..that's a good one. The last one was so good, I wish I could've known how it ended. Wait when's that coming out? Maybe I'll make it and I'll think of you as I do.

March, 2024. I'm hoping I make it till then as well.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Besides stuff I already mentioned in that other recent thread about upcoming media…I think I would want to live long enough to see if Smash Ultimate can ever be topped. Really, whatever is next for the Smash series kept me going long past 2020 when I most felt the need to CTB.

 

[johann_liebert]

GTA 6, but there is no way I will still be around in late 2025.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Anything that I would see in the future I wont remember after I die . I'm going to die wether I suicide or not, just like every human will die anyway. I won't remember anything after death which is a good thing. After death I'll cease to exist forever.
Also I don't see anything is objectively good or important. The only thing real to me is extreme pain and avoiding extreme pain.

Those are just a few reasons,there are more reasons. so there's nothing I want to see

 

[Slow_Farewell]

Mostly Season 2's of anime's I found and just started.
Movies have been filled with reboots lately and while it is...interesting to see the state that Disney is in because of the...way they choose to respond to certain things, it just doesnt cut it anymore in terms of originality. Heck, my netflix account suggestion is now full of movies/series made in Europe and other countries compared to the US.
Songs..not so much anymore because being old means I just like to listen to stuff I actually KNOW and understand the lyrics to, and not having to make them up.

 

[BlackMoon]

I would like to go to Japan before. I maybe have an opportunity to do it, but sadly it would happen in 2025, so I don't really know if I'm ready to wait one year just for this.