Anything "silly" that's keeping you alive?

[domedune]

I've been writing a story (not to publish) and my passion for it made me realize how bored and tired I am of everything else. I think that's what's keeping me alive. I'll probably ctb once it's finished. Unfortunately, it's a long one.

 

[Emilia1012]

Hope keeps me alive. Hope that my health will improve. Hope that everything still can change for better. Until I have hope I won't ctb

Sounds ridiculous but it kinda makes me mad that if I ctb right now, I'll never be able to see the ending of some shows/anime I watch and some manga I read.
Such as One Piece, Detective Conan, Better Call Saul, New Rocky movies, etc.

What about you? Anything "silly" that's keeping you in this world somehow?

Is it you in the photo? You look handsome ;)

 

[ShutUpEli]

Something silly? Well, I guess the fear of dying when all you can obsess over is death is rather ironic, isn't it?

 

[watchingthewheels]

New releases for my action figure collection for 2021; just need a few more characters to complete my wish list. (Not exactly "keeping me alive", per se, but brings a smile to my face, if for a moment, here and there...)

 

[WornOutLife]

Hope keeps me alive. Hope that my health will improve. Hope that everything still can change for better. Until I have hope I won't ctb

Is it you in the photo? You look handsome ;)

Aww thank you for your words! I really needed something like this! Yeah, it's me!

Btw, yeah, hope can be really amazing! I'm glad it's helping you someone, maybe "hope" is really the answer? I'll try to have some!

 

[Emilia1012]

Aww thank you for your words! I really needed something like this! Yeah, it's me!

Btw, yeah, hope can be really amazing! I'm glad it's helping you someone, maybe "hope" is really the answer? I'll try to have some!

Are you single ? you look around my age (29) I would go on a date with you, I am pretty just have some health issues because of an accident I had

 

[WornOutLife]

Are you single ? you look around my age (29) I would go on a date with you, I am pretty just have some health issues because of an accident I had

Haha you're so lovely! Yes, I'm single!
I'm 33! We're really close!

Just pm me and let's have some nice talks!

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[saltshaker]

I might be at the ground floor of some cool and crazy cryptocurrency scheme that could make me stupidly rich.

It seems selfish and unfair to the hopeless souls i see all over the place, working jobs they hate, renting property they'll never own, feeling trapped... but meh! I deserve a break dammit!

 

[NormaJeane]

No, there is nothing that is keeping me alive, only the risk of suicide failure. Right now I am looking at the documentary Apollo 11 man´s first step on the moon, and it is amazing that humans succeeded with that, something to live for at the moment.

 

[nofutureghost]

honestly? survival extinct and (even though I don't like to admit) hope :/ when I'm not having crisis I can feel a little bit of hope of getting better but I'm not sure if I want or even if I can.... it's hard to think about it when u can't even imagine urself alive next day, I mean I don't want to die but don't want to exist

 

[SweetDreams500]

I wanna play mass effect legendary edition

 

[Green Destiny]

Something quite silly I like is the sport Hockey, and the team I love to watch might be good enough to win the Championship the next few years. To quote a t-shirt a sibling of mine had "Go sports team! Win the points!" because I know Sports in general don't mean much in the grand scheme of things, but it's one of the few things left that brings me joy. (and irrational anger at times) I also like nature walks with my dad and reading fanfiction.

 

[Pluto]

I am only alive to guard my computer so no one sees my internet search history.

 

[BrokenArrow]

Yeah, I really want to play the next GTA game lmao. There's rumours it'll be set in Vice City again and I loved that game as a kid.

 

[Morituri_Te_Salutant]

Yeah, I really want to play the next GTA game lmao. There's rumours it'll be set in Vice City again

I really hope the next one does take place in Vice City. Think about it, GTA VICE has a nice ring to it.

I loved that game as a kid.

You're not the only one.

 

[WornOutLife]

I really hope the next one does take place in Vice City. Think about it, GTA VICE has a nice ring to it.


You're not the only one.

I gotta join you, wonderful ppl!
I really love GTA! Got the platinum trophy on the V. (it was the hardest thing that I did in my life haha)

Can't wait for GTA VI !!!

 

[Morituri_Te_Salutant]

I gotta join you, wonderful ppl!
I really love GTA! Got the platinum trophy on the V. (it was the hardest thing that I did in my life haha)

Can't wait for GTA VI !!!

Congrats on the platinum! Did you platnium (or play) the other GTA games as well? If so, what did you think of them? I'm curious.

 

[WornOutLife]

Congrats on the platinum! Did you platnium (or play) the other GTA games as well? If so, what did you think of them? I'm curious.

Haha no platinum on the previous ones because I played the "pirate versions" lol. And yes, I completed all of them.
I think my fav is V but I really enjoyed IV (Niko Bellic, what a legend) and the II for psx! So funny!

What are your fav ones???

 

[Morituri_Te_Salutant]

Haha no platinum on the previous ones because I played the "pirate versions" lol. And yes, I completed all of them.
I think my fav is V but I really enjoyed IV (Niko Bellic, what a legend) and the II for psx! So funny!

What are your fav ones???

Would've liked San Andreas, but the mandatory and unforgivingly difficult flight missions made me drop the game. And after hearing what happens after you get Sweet out of prison... yeah, I don't think I'm ever gonna come back and complete San Andreas to be honest.

I liked GTA IV too! It had a really nice story; although the gameplay was kinda boring.
Did you play the Episodes of Liberty City (a.k.a. Ballad of Gay Tony and The Lost and Damned)?

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Today was a great example of this. The news broke this morning that Jonathan Bush, a relative of former president and war criminals George w bush, has died. One reason I stay alive is to mock and scoff when these people die.

he can feast on stolen Iraqi oil no longer. His expectation of a bright future powered by theft and deception is now over. He will instead cook in hell in high VOC chemicals.

 

[Meditation guide]

i hate sillines!

 

[Yerina]

Just some things i need to get through this last year and hopefuly see Carnage movie.

 

[WornOutLife]

Would've liked San Andreas, but the mandatory and unforgivingly difficult flight missions made me drop the game. And after hearing what happens after you get Sweet out of prison... yeah, I don't think I'm ever gonna come back and complete San Andreas to be honest.

I liked GTA IV too! It had a really nice story; although the gameplay was kinda boring.
Did you play the Episodes of Liberty City (a.k.a. Ballad of Gay Tony and The Lost and Damned)?

I couldn't complete San Andreas either lol.
As for the episodes of LC, nope, I haven't! I really gotta do it haha.

 

[Squiddy]

A book series I'm following and Pokemon Brilliant Diamond along with a few other things

 

[Cherry Crumpet]

nature. my mom. Not really wanting to do it - just wanting a better fuckign situation

 

[Squiddy]

nature. my mom. Not really wanting to do it - just wanting a better fuckign situation

Same. I just want a better life

 

[whitefeather]

I might be at the ground floor of some cool and crazy cryptocurrency scheme that could make me stupidly rich.

It seems selfish and unfair to the hopeless souls i see all over the place, working jobs they hate, renting property they'll never own, feeling trapped... but meh! I deserve a break dammit!

 

[saltshaker]

@whitefeather i would say which one but the FT26 people would try doxx me, then i'd have to kill myself.

I see only one way forward, someone needs to... not convince nor encourage all the FT26 members to kill themselves. But rot them to the core with your company, your toxic energy and perspective, so they as free adults come to their own rightful decision to kill themselves. Depression is contagious you know!

Only then can we all get rich and cured together, it's the only way bro. This is yet another example of these pro-lifers getting in our way.

 

[WaitingForTheBusInTh]

Trying to use waiting for anime figures I ordered to come in, but boy howdy it's a thin aid. Like, I already spent x dollars on it I might as well see it in person, but at the same time I'm tired of spending every day crying/trying not to cry

 

[WornOutLife]

Trying to use waiting for anime figures I ordered to come in, but boy howdy it's a thin aid. Like, I already spent x dollars on it I might as well see it in person, but at the same time I'm tired of spending every day crying/trying not to cry

Aww that's lovely! I love anime figures so much but they're goddamn expensive!
You know, I could buy the cheap ones but they look soooo fake haha