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ScarsAndStitches

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Feb 26, 2019
60
Anything good that your looking forward to ?
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,030
Never having to feel tiredness ever again?
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
The new series of Follow the money.
 
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NumbItAll

NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
1,065
The Masters Tournament
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
Never having to feel tiredness ever again?
Peace. Sleep. Pure contentment. Nothingness. Total numbness and quiet.
Fuck I wanna CTB soon. Days at most, pleeeeeeease please please fuck pleeeease
 
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Darkhole

Darkhole

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Feb 21, 2019
39
I'm looking forward to my last sunset. It's going to be beautiful.
 
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Eeyore

Eeyore

Member
Aug 4, 2018
94
Not much. Tbh not really important things keep me alive. For example I wanna see what the hell is Death Stranding videogame about. I might stay awhile and find out and maybe not we will see.
 
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Wolfjob_dayjob

Wolfjob_dayjob

Student
Oct 19, 2018
190
Yeyeyeye! Baja Blast comes out every summer. I save 1/4 of my calories for one and horde them :)

DMC5 released and I want to git gud and draw V everyyyyday. :3 our lord and savior Bayonetta 3 is coming.

And my body still works and I can run. That's it for me :)
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611
tea im gonna get tomorrow itsgonna be so tasty
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
I guess sleep, love sleep

Seeing as my mood is kinda stable as of rn..ugh did i just jinx it:/
Might work out
 
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ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
My next bowl of home-made, Japanese style seafood ramen.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

Paragon
Nov 6, 2018
970
Retirement. If somehow I can survive, just 3yrs away.
 
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GeorgeJL

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Mar 7, 2019
1,621
I want to have children so yeah that. I know many of yous probably hate that idea, but I would be a great father.
 
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Monstercat

Member
Mar 6, 2019
26
I think about this everyday. Every single day I try to think of just one reason to stay alive and I can only come up
With two very weak reasons:

  1. The last episode of GOT ... but since Martin didn't write it it's likely to be weak ... so nah!!!
  2. Finding out what happens to Trump... honestly ... I would love to see what the outcome is... even that is predictable... just more of the same .... that honestly isn't enough to make up getting up tomorrow worth it for me.
 
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CptBBQ

CptBBQ

I love you!
Mar 13, 2019
19
Well for one the fact that I can CTB soon is a major one, and two is the weekend :)
 
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wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,789
yes ending my life
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,663
Just enjoying fleeting vices (food, physical affection, and some things) and pursuing my hobbies. Barring those things, just thinking of ways and calculating when and how I'd die, or if I live to mid age, then securing my long term exit.
 
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salvation

Yo
Mar 21, 2019
123
sleeping
 
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AhG

La vie est tout sauf un rêve
Jan 24, 2019
313
I'm not quite sure at this point. Maybe my birthday in a few days? Maybe the thought of my wife coming back to me? Maybe actually hanging out with my friends. I kinda forget about my wife for moment, but it always comes back to her.
 
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406metallicblue

Student
Sep 7, 2018
180
a decent night's sleep would be nice
 
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Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
I'm looking forward to the Geminid meteor shower from 12th-16th of December 2019

These meteors originate from 3200 Phaethon – an asteroid that was discovered in 1983 and orbits the sun every 3.3 years.
This spectacular shower usually produces about 100 meteors per hour – although this year it occurs near a full moon,
which will reduce its radiance – and it will be best observed before dawn.
 
sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
Graduating and not having to go to school anymore. School stresses me so much and contributes a lot to my depression/suicidal thoughts, I'm glad when it's finally over. Also, the final season of GoT lol.
 
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EmotionlessWanderer

EmotionlessWanderer

Specialist
Jan 19, 2019
352
Right now: Neon Genesis Evangelion the original series is coming to Netflix this summer.

Getting another job so I can somewhat enjoy life for at least a little while and have an excuse to go out and buy alcohol.

Considering about getting a VR system if I manage to get another job so I can escape from this reality for at least a few hours daily.

I'm going to get a skateboard too which might not be allowed in my town I'm not sure because I never see anyone do it. It will make vehicless travel a bit more appealing.

I'm hoping in the next few years I'm able to move in to an apartment. Most people want friends or to freeload off of family members. I just want my own little space to customize, be introverted and say fuck you to society the second I walk in.

New anime of course.

Decades later: The afterlife.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Being paid.
 
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Exile

Predator, criminal, emotional blackmailer
Jan 28, 2019
181
Going on a big trip later this week.
 

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