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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
It feels like Weebster is somehow prowling for the kind of threads that get the most responses.
Being cynical must suck.
 
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EndofEternity

EndofEternity

Member
Mar 19, 2022
29
My ex-stepfather would be happy to hear it, I think. But both myself and my family stopped caring about what he thinks a long time ago. He was and still is a complete piece of shit, and none of us cares how he feels anymore
 
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DeepSlumber

Member
Mar 26, 2022
74
Great words of wisdom! To celebrate our suicides would say a lot about them.
In my fantasies, I get revenge through some psychic means on all who ever tormented me or my loved ones. Then I can ctb in peace. If I could destroy them, I would. But even if they met their demise tomorrow without much suffering, they win the lottery. I want them all to suffer immeasurably. Sadly, they will never pay nor suffer one bit for all the torment and suffering they caused. My task is to somehow feel than my dying is a "win" and that their twenty more years of chewing, breathing defecating is just that. That in the end they will be fertilizer. But I can't help feel a last snub by the universe that my foes never suffered,
"Thanks for sharing. The hour's up."
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
Maybe, maybe not. It no longer matters once I CTB.
 
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plough22

plough22

Living but not really, just surviving
May 1, 2020
226
There are always those who want the worst for others, you've found peace, doesn't matter
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,357
yes. some people will be exited about it.

no. It doesn't make me want to do it less.
 
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BlazingBob

BlazingBob

Wizard
Oct 28, 2021
609
My dad would be thrilled. He'd gloat. He's suggested suicide to me several times. Looks like he'll be getting his wish soon.
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,151
A lot of people would definitely be,even if secretly. No it doesn't change anything at all. I am not doing it for them but for my own peace.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
My exes family
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
To be quite honest, I would be much more delighted if most of the attorneys i worked for died in some horrible fashion. But yes, I am sure there are people who would be thrilled that I offed myself. Their attitude would be that I was always crazy and deserved what I got. All ass holes - no wait, an ass hole has a purpose!!!
 
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sealbabies

sealbabies

Student
Mar 27, 2022
100
Most people would most likely be indifferent, maybe some would go "what a shame" or what have you and move on.
Really the only person I care about is my mother. My note will go out to her and let her know this was out of her hands... also, it doesn't make sense to live for others -
hence me being here I suppose.
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
431
Only the bitch that put me in this position in the first place, I don't really have a choice, I got to go because I'm suffering too much, but there will be alot of people who will feel sad for me though.. and that makes me sad, too
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,274
Does that make you want to do it less?
I think my favourite ex would maybe be happy if I CTB, things didn't go down well between us so I understand that. But it has no effect on wheter or not I would CTB or not.
 
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eternalbliss22

Student
Dec 17, 2022
107
Don't know, don't care! My end is for me & no one else. If there was anyone that cared then they'd choose to be a part of my life. There's no one, but critters.
 
catastrophix

catastrophix

and my nightmares will have nightmares every night
Feb 20, 2023
106
I think my old friends and ex partners would be happy to some degree. Either that, or they just wouldn't care/be neutral about it. I have all of them blocked, so I doubt they'd even find out. Their opinions don't shape my decision, even though some of them made my life hell. I look at CTB as a way to do something for myself for once, so I'm not really bothered about the possibility of them being happy about it :Y
 
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Why Me?

Experienced
Apr 5, 2022
270
I think everyone that ever met me will be secretly relieved, because I'm a disaster that they don't want to deal with, even if they contributed to it.
 
Viranamari

Viranamari

A Future Corpse
Feb 22, 2023
294
If there is anyone that cones to my mind, it would be family, my teacher and counselor. Honestly I cannot imagine my classmates 'reaction. Them and most people would just say"what a waste" and simply move on. However, no matter what anyone thinks, CTB is mine and only my option alone. I simply could not care less if anyone is happy over my death as I would already be dead. At least I would be happy that my suffering finally ended.
 

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