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Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
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Ive had a crappy week. Anyone else want to share their week?
Nothing exciting, same ol crap...different day. Sorry your week has been crappy too. Hopefully you can find a tiny bit of happiness in something, I hope anyway. I'm pretty miserable myself, but I can still laugh at some things and enjoy a little bit.
I had an emergency doctors appointment this morning. Doctor asked if I was able to keep myself safe. Replied, "yes". Lies! Went shopping. Came home with items I don't remember buying, but had the receipts, so I know I didn't shoplift them. I have felt spaced out all day, which is the norm. Tremendous urge to ctb right now, which again is the norm. Now I'm at home, knowing that I have to ctb sooner than original date planned. Unbearable. Have appointment tomorrow with counsellor/therapist. I'll be asked, "how are you doing?" and my reply will be, "fine".
Whats wrong?I got hateful as always
I naturally stress with almost every day-to-day situation, especially if there are people involved, but today I woke up wishing I could pull a gun.Whats wrong?
Today was crazy, but tomorrow will be even crazier. I'm supposed to do lsd w friend. I might back out not sure.Ive had a crappy week. Anyone else want to share their week?
Today was crazy, but tomorrow will be even crazier. I'm supposed to do lsd w friend. I might back out not sure.
Sorry for your week, you're eager to work which is extremelyboromising. Just protect uourself from stress early as you can, well done and good luck!!!my week was not terrible between the appointments with the psychotherapeutre and the doctors there is nothing very exciting and I would like to work but I am anxious for the work
2 days, jeez. Bad one. I hope they do something about the sadness soon for you too. I empathise about greater expectations from earlylifeBeen in bed for 2 days having a panic attack I think. I can't stop shaking and feeling anxious. My heart feels like it's jumping through my chest. I don't know what's wrong with me. Been on phone to therapists and dr all day. I keep waiting for it to pass but my life will be the same when it does.
I hate being this person. I always thought I was young, happy, lucky. Had a good life. I never wanted to see myself as a victim of anything because they never win. But I'm so sad all the time and I don't know why