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contemplatingjaahil

contemplatingjaahil

Done.
Nov 25, 2019
72
When I ctb I want to be immediately forgotten by anyone else as if I never existed in the first place. Anyone else?
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
Of course, but it's impossible. People leave shit-storms behind.
 
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TooConscious

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2020
1,151
Yes, I'm worried that when you exist in people's thoughts that it somehow ties your consciousness to this hellhole world.
 
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toforigivelife

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2021
493
Yes. Five minutes after I'm gone. Please just forget me.
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

★☆★ ☠️★☆★
Jul 4, 2021
483
That would be great, but of course that's when people care.

When someone commits; not before.
 
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Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear

People are poison
Jul 21, 2021
150
IDK I kinda want to be remembered for the first 20 or so years of my life. That was before I turned into an alcoholic, addict, and horrible person.
 
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thankgodfor

thankgodfor

I must not think bad thoughts
Jul 11, 2021
8
i would want to be remembered by my family only
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
I want to be forgotten entirely.
 
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Toonloon

Toonloon

Experienced
Nov 17, 2020
253
YESSSS completely erase my existence from this stupid planet
 
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Interloper

Interloper

Jul 23, 2021
689
I've been burning every picture of myself that I could get my hands on, it feels sort of cathartic.
 
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SuicidalAgain

SuicidalAgain

Dummy
Sep 9, 2020
107
Yes please, forget I ever existed. Should be easy anyway.
 
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Thatdude

Life is temporary, death is permanent
Sep 26, 2019
482
Yes and no. To be remember for good things is nice. But to be forgotten again after you died is like a second death.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,359
I want to be erased from this existence, I want nobody to remember me. My ideal situation would just be to completely disappear. I guess it does not matter to me though how people react after my death as by that point I will be gone from this earth.
 
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suisuiforum

Experienced
Jul 4, 2021
239
I despise the fact that other people have conceptualizations of me that I am wholly unaware of (i.e. the mortifying ordeal of being known), and I wish I never existed in the first place. However, it's too late to prevent that, and I can only wish for people to forget about me as quickly as possible when I finally pass on.
 
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lunargreenx

lunargreenx

21 year old gay boy
Jun 16, 2020
139
There is noone that would remember me. If I die, it's clear nobody would miss me or think of me. The maximum I would get would probably be some off-hand remarks at work like "You know that guy that was sitting there? I don't know how he could do that, he was so young".
 
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CiproKilledMe

CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243
Wish I'd never have been born. It'd be so much easier.
 
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hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
yeah i want like i had never existed
 
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LoneMisery

LoneMisery

Student
Jan 23, 2022
125
Thats not gonna happen. Even though we want to ctb we are always gonna be missed by our love ones. I wish i could be forgotten and i do this by pushing people away. I havent seen my brother in over a year and he begs to see me.
I kno the feelings youre having its a very difficult one to deal with. Wishing we could just be forgotten 😞 its an ah ha moment to feel that. That the weight of trying to keep people happy has been lifted.
Its not our duty to make people happy about us. They choose to be happy. Weather we want it or not people are going to be hurt
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
858
I feel this could imply that a lot of people might remember me; that won't be the case. I would only be remembered by a few (less than 5) family members. And I would hope They would forget about me as soon as possible.

I hate myself a lot & it would give me satisfaction to know that they would all move on with their lives, mostly unaffected. I have no irl friends. My family surely knows this. Idk, maybe they wouldn't be affected & it wouldn't matter to anyone. I feel like my mom would be sad that no one would be attending a funeral except her friends. I truly have no one. She'd see how little I actually matter in life. How only In her mind am I important.
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
I have done nothing memorable, there is no reason to remember me, I have not impacted anyone's life positively, the only people who I expect to remember me are my pets wondering why someone else is feeding them now instead of me.
 
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