NSFW anyone to ctb right now while videochatting?

[Cute_&_Loving]

anyone to ctb right now while videochatting?

 

[soonatpeace777888]

I can chat if you want but I'm not ready to CTB right now.

 

[Zegers]

Godspeed

 

[eashanm]

I can't CTB right now but can form a virtual suicide pact to ctb on a certain date in future

 

[kit.]

how could you even sit through that ._. kinda curious if this is a kink or something

 

[HAL 9000]

how could you even sit through that ._. kinda curious if this is a kink or something

If anything this would stem from a yearning for intimacy.

 

[kit.]

If anything this would stem from a yearning for intimacy.

You think? But wouldn't that be counterintuitive if they pass ._.

 

[HAL 9000]

You think? But wouldn't that be counterintuitive if they pass ._.

"The Good Death" is often described as a death in which one is surrounded by loved one's as they are ushered into the hereafter. Unfortunately for some of us this would be the best alternative.

 

[kit.]

"The Good Death" is often described as a death in which one is surrounded by loved one's as they are ushered into the hereafter. Unfortunately for some of us this would be the best alternative.

That means they'd have to get to know them longer. I understand the sentiment but it just sounds horrid because let's say they do know eachother for a long time. Can you imagine how traumatic that is. You'll never speak to them again but your last memory was there end.

 

[HAL 9000]

That means they'd have to get to know them longer. I understand the sentiment but it just sounds horrid because it's not there family

Hello, I hope you've been doing well since we last spoke.

The time to establish a connection will vary from person to person but I believe that if you completely open your heart to another you can skip most of the tedium and stipulations of conventional friendships. I'm partnering up with someone IRL to CTB and in the 2-3 months that I have been talking to this individual I have grown to love them in a way that I didn't think was possible given the time frame. As for the familial aspect, I personally don't put to much importance on it. To me it is a status that's earned and not determined by happenstance. This friend of mine meets the criteria for family far more than over 95% of my Kin.

 

[kit.]

Hello, I hope you've been doing well since we last spoke.

The time to establish a connection will vary from person to person but I believe that if you completely open your heart to another you can skip most of the tedium and stipulations of conventional friendships. I'm partnering up with someone IRL to CTB and in the 2-3 months that I have been talking to this individual I have grown to love them in a way that I didn't think was possible given the time frame. As for the familial aspect, I personally don't put to much importance on it. To me it is a status that's earned and not determined by happenstance. This friend of mine meets the criteria for family far more than over 95% of my Kin.

yeah sorry i replied late. everytime i come to this post i try to imagine it and i guess when i do i get scared and on top of that i just have so many questions cuz i just wanna understand. i get what your saying but id rather our last time together be happy then sad. unlike a sick person dying i cant hold them depending on whats decided upon. its not a slow death where everyone can talk to them as they slowly drift and even tho its sad it was better for them then forever being in pain. but when its comes to someone that sucidal and its not myself, i fear that maybe one day they couldve found happiness and i did nothing to keep them along enough to see it. id forever have a memory of watching them go and not doing anything for them

 

[HAL 9000]

yeah sorry i replied late. everytime i come to this post i try to imagine it and i guess when i do i get scared and on top of that i just have so many questions cuz i just wanna understand. i get what your saying but id rather our last time together be happy then sad. unlike a sick person dying i cant hold them depending on whats decided upon. its not a slow death where everyone can talk to them as they slowly drift and even tho its sad it was better for them then forever being in pain. but when its comes to someone that sucidal and its not myself, i fear that maybe one day they couldve found happiness and i did nothing to keep them along enough to see it. id forever have a memory of watching them go and not doing anything for them

This isn't an easy forum to traverse so I also don't come here to often. Seeing how I'm not alone is comforting in a way but it's so fuckin sad.

Not everyone who CTB does so via a quick and painless method. SN and the Charcoal Method take time to work their magic. Those methods open the door to more intimacy as you can die holding hands or whatever gesture seems appropriate.

I understand the feeling of guilt one could experience with partnering up with another. That's why I feel that contingency plans should be in place just in case someone changes their mind. Also it's hard for me to make statements because my partner and I have decided to wait until a certain time in order to give this thing we call Life one last shot. This is to ensure that we go into Eternity without feeling the compulsion to look back.

 

[ddn.ctb]

I understand the desire - it doesn't feel foreign to me.